settle down inside the ENIGMA's lungs

your words.

2007-04-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

it fell on me like tumbling blocks.
i think i'll never get it.
the reply you gave make me so miserable.
so miserable.

i read through my previous entries.
and i realised ive been so miserable lately.

i guess im gonna bid this site farewell.
start afresh and return to the haaapy happy genevieve.

yeap.love you guys truckloads.bye.

there goes.

2007-04-26T21:28:00.000+08:00

PT: " i think you tear your biceps muscle.remember to ice away the pain,rest alot alot and dont train!"
DR Yong: "it looks totally like a muscle tear/sprain to me.rest for 3 weeks and dont do vigorous motions.tears take longer time to heal."

see the bold words?
drats.
there goes my MAY hopes.
rowing and training with the team have become a habit,so hard to break.
no one will understand how i feel.no one.
why did i let it happen?
i feel so pissed with myself,so sad.

but im strong,i know it'll heal soon,i shall focus on mugging,for the time being.

crashed.

2007-04-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

revenge me,drink tons of water.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

tons of pictures,but im lazy.
my arm hurttsssss.
:(

cheap words

2007-04-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

i realised its been a week since i blogged.
a hectic week.
school started with a loudd bang,noises and hard work.
it suddenly occured to me-its year 2,a tougher and more challenging year ahead.
we learnt all about injections,right from our 1st clincial lab.
i missed the first psych tut and bio lab.drats.

anyway,Clubcrawl'07 past as quickly as it came.
had lots of crazy pictures and the teamies all have beautiful sexy voices now. :D

i hate it when you say those.
so now i know.whatever.cheap words.

madness.

2007-04-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

friday the 13th.
so we had SHS orientation 2007 from 730am to 6pm,running around like some mad women just to make the classes feel at home and shouting like we only have 1 min of our life left.
so we stayed till 1130pm in the campus to do our photo colleges because we didnt wanna left things 1/2 completed,and getting ourselves massive headaches and growling stomachs.
so we didnt turn up for training on time because we were so tired and instead,we rowed at noon.
so we already feel damn guilty cause we didnt get our piorities right.guilty.but its all for the team.

on a happier note,i conquered 3hrs35mins for donuts today.
thanks to deb and garfield!
many love! :D
jamie goh,you missed it lah.sorry.anyway,meet up soon.
today's the last saturday of the hols. :(
school's starting on mon.why so soon?
oh man.
i feel so old with the new year 1s coming in.
mon to thur will be madness!
lets find fun in the madness.

shit things.

2007-04-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

irresponsible things happen,am i suppose to be the one to clear the aftermath of corpses after your trains crashed?
is it possible to rebuild the train station and furthermore,upgrade and beautify it,making it more magnificent then ever?
feck it.

the kind of attitude,i treat it with patience.i treat it with all my heart.i took it to silence.
push the meter even further,i'll make sure you explode.
i'll make sure everyone sees the worst.
feck it.

dont,DO NOT deal me with more blows.
i will just die,die in me and make you perish with me.

my eyes hurt,my throat hurt,my heart hurt the most.
dont all fall down on me.
i cant take it anymore.
let me breathe,i will definitely rebuild the station.
the station in me.
watch out for genevieve in her tip-toppest most condition.

jing,thanks alot.
derek,thanks alot.
mom&dad,thanks alot.

where'd you go?

2007-04-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

hectic days are gonna be over.even more hectic days are approaching.im not scared lah!
today's damien and jing's last day of captaining.
will miss their serious funny leading terribly.
:(
lets all work hard for the team ok,we are gonna be seniors in like 2 days.i cannot believe it.
tomorrow's team chalet,and i cant wait to see what the lil grps are preparing, for meals.
joel and me will make a good team man.
HAHA!
i hope misunderstandings wouldnt continue,we need to be united.
:D
ok,gotta pack my bag.see you on fri,probably.or mayb sat?or maybe sun?
:))

cafe del mar-ed.

2007-04-08T22:55:00.002+08:00

preettty good experience.good tanning bed and spot cause i've got affiliations.
HAHA!
anju rung rung's service damn good.
she help us sneak goodies. :D
moreee please!
people there preettaye cool and yea had free drinks,ash and i! :))
T is cute lah
HAHA.
towned,i swear my moolah account is dying.
im so haapppy today.saw K and Y.oh my! *grins*
i wanna see more people lah.
what abt TT?
so,tmr's work then training.I CANT WAIT LAH LAH! :DD

piorities.

2007-04-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

i thought through what damien said during training today.we should set our piorities right.
very true.this is life.either this or we'll screw it all up.i think i had a great time rowing today,sun was mighty burning hotttt,but never have i felt so tired and happppy.i wanna be better.i wanna join the june/july race.like totally.gonna be busy this 2 weeks for clubcrawl.lets get moree grrs.put on you tanning oil and moisturizer and make sure our mascots do the job well.we'll be the best lah.we'll win that prize.lets all be prepared.priorities,piorities. :D

beware,cause there'll be a whole truck of photos coming up.

thieves' market.

mamboed.dxoed.

beached.

need i say more?

ive been a pretty good man,gulping down all my h2os.

:DD

so i'll stay fit and strrrroong to have fun.

and jam,i just went through all the pics way back when we were stupid nerds to now,when we are all grown up.i think we used to look damn fugly,seriously.HAHA.

and this is this year's new year CHU ER picture.

there'll be more snapshots coming up.and i cant wait.cdm with ash,team chalet,mambo with 1/4 of nyp and MY friends!,wsc commitee meeting and the new year1 orientations!cannot wait to see the newbies! for now,i so neeeed my sleeeeeeep.

yawns.

and mok,thanks for letting the stayover.

joan,had a great catch up with you!

damien and jingting,i'll miss you guys as incharges. :(

daniel,do a good job eh! X)

jing,damien,derek,alfred.our YAMI yogurt!

jamie gohhh!our MAAD, accessories-pact-we-make,CHIPPY and DONUT FACTORY!

anju,lets make the peephole and shophaus FAMOUS. :DD

jen! our promised pact!

NR0611! i miss you guys man!

sgsians,when are we meeting LAH!?

NYP KAYAKING TEAM! ALL OUT.lets row like hell,for everything else,theres US.life's short,paddle hard! i love you guys!

new term to come,welcome i cannot wait!

okok.i really have too much stuff to say to.just text me lah HUH. :))

birdnest.

2007-04-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

when all things fail.

:DD

mom knows best.

shyan's and dan's race today,i didnt go down.sorry guys.was feeling under the weather.

nonetheless,marketING with jam was sour sweat,tired feet but FUN.

and our 155mins queue for donuts was worthwhile i guess.

i havent touch them,but they smell so good,couldnt be that bad eh!
more pictures up soon.

anyway,we went thieves' market and the used-to-look-decent-or-maybe-all-along-fake-decent faces of those uncles are CHEE KOH PEKS.

they were practically drooling over those nude covergirls on porn vcds/dvds while vendors whisper the prices in hushed anxious tones,keeping their eyes on the surroundings.

i went kacha kacha and jam had to pull me away in case i go home with two very black finger-smudged eyes. :))

a shoutout to ms jam:i badly need the pictures ok,quick give me or i go tickle your boyfriend.HA

you can dare me to.

okay,presenting you my bestest super delicioulouss crazy maaaad sister,jammm.she likes to be call JAHHHHME.but i call her strawberry jam. :DD

chippy rocks my flops. :))

brekkie lunchner supper.

2007-03-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

6meals a day.
terribly rocking good.

towned.bugised.streeted.tanned.boozed.SHISHAsoon.HAHA.
cheap deal skinnyed.
what's up next?
midnight cycling,frogleg/teochew porridge?,mambo?
probably getting furious highlights or low? in jetblack hair.or ash hair?
:))

okay.so fai,lets puff and puff and blow down the whole arab street and haji lane!
HAHA.
and my chocolates and cakes and chicken wings,i'll be back soon after this LUNG FLU.
YAY.
=)))

what happened?

2007-03-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

im not sure either.
all i know is i dont run away from whats in front,the truth.
i will never do that.
maybe im just another plaything.
feck it,like totally.
i shant bother anymore and live like a bird.
ok,i mean the REAL genevieve.

team's chalet is coming up,and i cant wait for it.
cdm comes by just as a luck thing,it doesnt really matters.

for now,im gonna be a good MAN and eat all the COOL food instead of HEATY ones.
anyone wanna bring me honey lemon?

i want to sleep.ok.i think i sound damn monotone.
whatever.bye.till the next burrrp.

croaakkk.

2007-03-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

i swear my cartilages are all interlocking and ganging up against me for i can only fight for lil freedom to SWALLOW my saliva, only after every 3 whole mins.

all thanks to booze,chocolates,sun tanning and inadequate amount of sleep and H20.

but all's fun and well. :))

so here are the pictures over the last week.

sentosa-ed with ash eons ago.

the people who keep me INsane in the mass of army guysss. HAHA.

just the beginning.

anyway so anju and hsingyee got their dream(kinda) job,thanks to me me ME! :D

hope you grrs have fun there.

i'll join you guys in awhile!

so now im gonna workk hard into my ribss cause i so need the moolah.

ash and i are saving up for island P,im saving for country J and country T.

DIEEEE lah.

but think of the cheaaap cheap deals we can get,shiok.

:DD

anyone wanna do a lil charity?please transfer em to account 193-37378-0.

love lah!

anyhow,as you know im not the computer-psp kinda MAN,somehow or rather i actually got myself hooked on bro's DS-lite.he fecking snigger and laugh at me like he got me addicted to his newly-created drug.

HAHA.

its totally cool,the game called TRAUMA CENTRE.with all the nurses and doctors trying their best to rescue patients in their millions of minor-major operations.

try LAH!

and so next week its training,working and streeting again.YAYNESS.

goodnight everyone.

my pretty darling. :D

im going somewhere.

2007-03-24T21:10:00.000+08:00

and not taking anyone else.

our fattY captain surprised us with a specially written letter he wrote before his step down.

touched,thats the word.

it's been long.since someone gave me a handmade gift.

thanks damien. :)

anyway.met bro after training and we had our booboo cake.

totally rocks.

thanks bro,for being there always,with all your encouragement and words.

im strong,i really am.

i know you just want me to be happy.

thanks tons.i cant thank you enough.

high high and away.

2007-03-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

if you cant catch me.
;)

mambo fecking rocks.
when you have good company around.
:DD
A was so funny,i laughed all night.
the shots burn,but i still love it.
our retard pictures,the best of all.
i so love ash and all.LOVE LAH!

and zoo was downright fun with bro.
i screamed and shrieked.
pigs lambs camels zebras giraffes monkeys and the mega elephannooos.
cutie pies.
the elephanoo show rocks.
okay okay.pictures will be up soon.
dont get jealous.
;DD
and ben&jerry is still my love.
only loveee.

okay.bye people.im so mooing sleepyy.
moo moo.
eh feck.boring entry,edit tmr. ;D

angry.

2007-03-21T18:44:00.000+08:00

im so angry.

i was so looking forward to rowing today.all ready to get outta the house.
BUTTTTTTTTT.
the stupid rain had to come around 7am to 830am.i thought singapore's gonna be flooded.
bigg mega raindroplets,no,splashes i meant.
so i got changed and wanted to just sleeeeep.
in the end,i accompany anju to her new job.
im so niceee please.
:DD

let me just drown myself these 4 weeks in animal farms,ulu streets,cheap bargains at flea markets,night chills at haji lane,beat the dragonboaters and ducktours with my marvellousss K1,sentosa thrills,movies, biking and driving ILLEGALLY.
hehe.

and probably surround myself with novels and boooooks along those ulu lanes.

uber coolness baby.

oh how much i loveee my shophaus ladies!peepholeee narcissists too. :)))
okay,workworkwork.and workworkwork.
:DD

im hairpppeeeee now.

X))

bee busyinggg.

2007-03-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's the last day of my 1st year's hospital attachment.
come april,it'd be the 2nd year.
time flies,faster than i count all my fingers and toes.
:D

this holidays will be another busy one.
chalets,zoo trip,shopping sprees,stayovers,movies and probably sneak outs for supper.
:)))
yayness.

i think i need sulpiride soon, with my ah ma-s telling me about the big devils who are gonna kill me and them trying to climb out of the beds to protect me.
so cool huh.

off to bed,i seriously am so lazy to blog. :)

criticism.

2007-03-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

a good practice.
my little heart-my fist size,have grown biggggger than you can count 1.
be it in the acccounting world,nursing world or police-ing world,
we are doing our best for the talent we accquired or probably already inborn.
im not there for you to lecture for a whole of 15mins,because im not your maria.
im there to make your mameh feel better,but you're totally just wasting your biggg bucks sending her to us.
i forgotten.
you're rich.
but.
in this world,though riches can bring about a ton of things,
it can never bring in good mannerism,character,true happiness and love.
so continue accounting your manners and fussinesss,probably try to account on why you havent married.
anyone interested in a single 49 year old woman who wants a perfect man??
like totally perfect.
you must clean her toenail dirt everyday,you must clean windows at 6am,floor at 615am,toilet at 645am,make breakfast at 7am,lunch at 12pm,tea at 3pm,dinner at 630pm.supper at 930pm.
one minute late,and you sleep at the corridor for the night.
(fats coming your way!) :DD
too bad.

van van vroom.

2007-03-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

happy 18th missy-serve-milk VAN.
manny lovee from me.
and all your ah ma-s.
X))

you're not alone.

2007-03-06T00:30:00.001+08:00

to my lovely JEN,happy 20th.

you're not alone.
i lovvee you manny manyyy and so do the rest.
have a fun starter 2- year ahead.
:DD

PS:please send me a preetttyae picture of you.HAHA.so i can place it here. :D

birthdaysss birthdayss.

2007-03-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

3rd march:

HAPPY SUPREEDUPREE 19th,Captain Fatty YAU.

:D (learn to speak properlyyy okay.)

and todayyyy...

4th march,

HAPPY LOVELY 19th to suyinnn..my dear insulin.

many loveeee and have fun cleaning the butts. :D

lovee your enemy.

2007-02-28T22:43:00.000+08:00

ive found one.
she's a b-ITCH who itches for a punch.no,i mean.puncheS.and kickS.and slapS.
HAHAHA.
let's just say she doesnt know how nicee a person genevieve is.
lets forgive her. :))
bumping into haslindaaa :D today blew the fog away.
:DD

so,love your enemy!
:D

hello.bye.

2007-02-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

it's the time when we stepped into the familiar hospital setting all over again.

for the next 3 weeks i will be more retard than usual,wash my hands,surgically clean,and yakk about those miracle medications.

i will tickle the ah peks so they'll laugh and discharge earlier,

i will stand at the pantry and wish i can sneak milo and the wheat biscuits into my wonderful stomach.

i will smilee more at the staff so they'll be nice to lend me their access cards and not give me those sickening faces.

i will COPE alot of supplies. :DD

(i think the last one's the best! :D)

i saw haslinda today!manyyy lovee! so i have 1 hug count today! :))

(anyway,dearie,i think the camera caught us hugging.X) NAIRMIND!)

manyyy lovee!

(ps:im allocated to the male cubicles again.UNCLES LOVEE GEN. :DD)

HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY,MONSTERKINS!

2007-02-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

love you manyyyyy mannyyy.

:DD

cakes are out-of-stock,but oranges aplenty! X)

anyway.i forgottn to wish everyone GONG XI GONG XI!

hows everyone's hongbao collection?

im sure everyone enjoyed yourselves munching and stretching your hongbao-greedy hands.

;)

what about me?

i mug and mug and mugggg for my last 2 papers.

but before all the talk about exams,here are the pretties of past 2 days.

cant wait to see my cousins again!

get on with mugging! X)

new year's eve's EVE.

2007-02-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

so wheres adam?

HAHA.

aye aye.

this week's filled with loveee.

from my grrs and my monster.

our mugging sessions with wedges chocolates and mcFATS.

:DD

i survived 3 papers,big freaking ones.

attachments again after next week.

i cant wait for chinese new year,to see big fat red HONGBAOS and yummy munchies.

:)))

MY GRRRS.we are gonna be K-survivors.

:DD

my monster. :)

that valentine.

2007-02-14T14:04:00.000+08:00

hows your day?
i think im dating just the book.
just the book.
enough of those roses and chocolates.
seriously you people are dumb.
the florists bloody hell jacked up the prices.
dont be fooled.

wheres my sunshine?

last day.

2007-02-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

okay first thing.

i didnt CUTTED my hairrr.

hehe.

ok i did.but it growwwww out already.

ugly fugly whatever.

anyway.here are today's camwhoring sessions' pictures. ;DD

i still dont have the courage to chop off my hair.

mannyyy love and i cant wait for training tmr! X)

not very hairrrppeee.

2007-02-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

i CUTTED my hairrr.

and make it briggghttt.

ok bye.so fun to not blog for a long timeee.

whee.

manyyy lovee as usual.

finally.

2007-01-28T17:18:00.000+08:00

ive fallen ill.
bad sorethroat,bad bad muscle aches,baddie shoulder and wrists injuries and crazy BAD fever.
(pardon the ill for remembering only the word,BAD.)

im supposed to be resting but seriously,ive slept for 20hours since yesterday.
eaten alot alot alot of medications,beside PARACEPTAMOL.
i missed watching the marathon,i missed the supposed-to-be shopping trip with mameh.
darn.
and ive not done the study of enternal feeds.and ive not PRE-read on any disease.
and ive not.and ive not.
DARNNNNNNNNNNN.
i totally understand the feelings of the patients.
being ill and missing out on alot of things and you cant do what you want.
WAHLAO.
i doubt most of you know ive fallen ill.
now that you know,please send some love to 1900-manyyylovetoGEN,texting or calls are accepted.
or if you're willing,come down to ttsh from mon-wed(1pm-9pm),thur-fri(7am-3pm) and give me
stuff that spell LOVEEE.
:)
ok.i can feel my forehead warming up again.
oh please.i dont wanna take MC tomorrow.

the truth.

2007-01-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

this entry may seem to offend or touch some sensitive nerves,but i dont care.i dont mean harm.

havent been going training,i feel so unfit.
i feel so foreign too,when i see blogs and the team.
one thing though,i feel my team is so much less political as compared to many stories i heard.
that is a relief.
attachements is starting to get better.
CI joanna is strict but she teaches us great stuff.
most of the staff,AN,HCAs,they are so pleasant to work with.
i feel so guilty when i forget stuff and they remind me quietly,smiles on their faces.
but im so sick of the poo.
whatever happened on tuesday,i'll never forget.
the tightness in the chest and sudden shortness of breath i experienced.
but monster made my day. :D

the national kayaking marathon is this sunday.
and im not in.well.
whoever human will definitely feel upset and wasted at the opportunity slip.
i may appear fine and everything,but im really disappointed.
it means quite alot to me.
but well.
blame myself for not working hard.
i thought i'll feel fine but imagining myself as the odd one when the team walks happily together with what they work hard for,its just like D:
alright.
i promised i wouldnt do emo.
im sorry.this post is kinda screwed and boring.
thanks for reading till here.
you guys,all the best for this sunday,row all the way. :)
take care of yourselves too,those with injuries.

and i miss school.

i miss 0611,i miss the lecture halls,i miss north canteen,i miss the toilet,i miss the TEAM,i miss nurul,i miss haslinda,i miss alene,i miss ANJU,JEN.
and you.
=((((((((((

the first day.

2007-01-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

attachments are back again.

bath,feeds,tpr,medications,iv plugs.
im looking forward to wound dressing,that is if theres any wound to dress.
pics coming soon.
:D

backkkkkk.

2007-01-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

screams and cries broke the cold awkward silence as the coffin was lifted into the van.

this is the first time dadeh cried openly,i felt lost.i didnt know what to do as i stay rooted to the ground.

everyone had the same swollen puffy eyes.

well.

life have got to move on still.

on a lighter note,

tomorrow's the start of my 3 weeks attachments at ttsh.

im so excited to wear the uniform ,once again.

the only thing im afraid is i'll yawn in the sister/staff/patients' faces.

oh.how i hate the early mornings(7-8am.)

heres my shcedule.

mon-wed:7am-3pm.

thur-fri:1.30pm-9.30pm.

my lunch break's either 11am-12pm,12pm-1pm and 5pm-6pm,6pm-7pm.

anyone free for lunch or dinner?

ttsh food is good,i tell you.

alright.ciao.gotta sleep earlyyyyy. =)

at peace.

2007-01-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

the sight of him laying there peacefully,reminds me of my late lil aunt.

the pearl will guide them there,wherever they heading towards.

go uncle,rest in peace.

we all love you.

on a lighter note,im summoned with my retainers again.

and it hurts me like a bitchhh.

thanks jen,for these days.

manyyy love.

gone.

2007-01-17T20:29:00.000+08:00

uncle's 51 and he's gone.

life's short and unpredictable.

resistance is BEAUTIFUL.

2007-01-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

it is.

with so many obstacles ahead,i'll do good.

smash 'em all with my tiny palm.

i can do it.

beneath the gates of bad and anxiety,you'll see genevieve smiling.

manyyy love to those who have been making me feel like kazillion dollars.priceless.

what i really want.

2007-01-15T22:45:00.001+08:00

its my choice.my life.i feel like ive been tied to some contract.
i dont know.
it feels so unpleasant.
i need to punch somebody now.

seahawks.

2007-01-14T18:39:00.000+08:00

GO NOW.

manyyy love.

hug count.

2007-01-13T18:43:00.001+08:00

will i get to do hugs count everyday too?

sitz bath,infant bath and feeds.

2007-01-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

the oohs and ahhs you'll get to hear if you pass by our clinical labs these days.

caring for infants,if you guessed it correctly.

we were once lil bundles,so cuddly.

and now rascals who scream like crazy.

it got my classmates excited more than A while.

jen and anju wants babiesssssssss.

HEHE.

rainnnnnnnnnn.

2007-01-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

random talks eats and walks are always fun.

giggling under a little umbrella in the rain is SO fun.

my pretty DAJIEJIE.HAHAHA.

JIEJIE~

fun talk.

2007-01-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

nah.
i dont mean the hotline in the newspaper you dial when you get bored.
talking to the dboaters is a pleasure.
the weather and people.
oh i love my 'sis'.
HAHA.

happppy birthday,CP prawnnn wontonnnn.

2007-01-09T21:16:00.000+08:00

to my senior.happppy 19th.
manyyyyy lovvve!

what did irene give you? :D

weightssssssssss.

2007-01-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

explosive reps we did today.
i swear i almost couldnt takeee off my sportsbra for bath-my hands wooobbbbled.
and i finally did all my pushups the STANDARD way.

something in me is telling me that things are not going the right way for THAT.
but.
i realise i cant be bothered with it already.
im just gonna enjoy my 3years.
:D

okay.back to paste paste paste.
:))

running away.

2007-01-07T12:08:00.000+08:00

dont.

its been a rollercoaster ride,

is it a WANT that can be taken granted of?

the sincerity-it aint there.

forget it.

im not a toy you can dump after having fun.

im moving on,tell me it aint tough.

for you-just go and kiss the wall with your head.

i deflated all my pride but it aint working.

happy ending.

2007-01-05T12:52:00.000+08:00

VERY HAPPY ending.
thank you very much.
many love OKAY.

give me that.

2007-01-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

i want to fly high on a swing.
feed me lots of BIG rainbow colored lollis till i die.

should i or should i not?

2007-01-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

i always find myself desperately searching for excuses to cover up for what you lack.
i shouldnt have done that in the first place,because im seeping so deeply into the soon-to-be-mess which i dont want, to happen at the start of 2007.
so what should i do?

sunflower needs sunshine.

in your race,im last.

(suprisingly,im not upset at all.i just dont understand.i remember telling her im very happy.and the happiness comes truely from my heart.i'll keep this precious and rare happiness forever.)

BABY AIDEN.

2007-01-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

all of a sweetie pie.

my lil baby nephew born on 1st jan.

LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT.

:DD

cheekababoommmmmmm!

2007-01-01T12:02:00.000+08:00

this is it.

this is what some of us are waiting for and what the rest are dreading.

2007.

a brand new year.

"HAPPY NEW YEAR!",we have been saying since this morning at 12am,some even earlier.

lets pray it'll be HAPPY.

with love and peace.

i should probably sum up what ive got to say about dearest 2006,before welcoming 2007 with a brand new HEART.

a min,a sec.they matters a lot.it got me thinking while we countdown just this morning,about 12hours ago.

2006 have been a hell of a year,with me entering NYP and adapting to a new kinda school routine,joining NYP kayaking team-people i wouldnt forget,rushing to meet project deadlines,having fun fooling around during breaks.

i met new people,lost some.

i may not remember the words you said to me,but i'll never forget the way you guys make me feel.

the period of time when i got so screwed up,i sincerely thank those who stood by me,or behind me to catch me when i fall,and the ones who fall with me.

many a times,i frightened my own guts with the thought of not being able to persevere and survive through the truckload of school,work and trainings.

tremendous confusion became my best friend and i was so ready to follow the emo trend,

WRIST DRAWING.HAHA!

but ive got a strong will in me.

it probably runs in the genes. :D

2006,you've been great,with those screwed up moments,but you make me a stronger person.

a SUPERLADYYY.

i pray 2007 will be a bed of drums and love.

normal GENEVIEVE insanity is gonna resume!

sorethroaty days.

2006-12-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

how nice was the taiwan earthquake which affects our internet connection for the past few days.

HOW FUN.

it'd been raining more than cats and dogs these days,the weather is chilly-makes me feel all christmasy..

somehow i dont want 2006 to end.

2007 will be a BUSY stressful year.(will there be more happiness than upsets?)

i want to do well for kayaking;to all going for marathon,ALL THE BEST!

get something back for us!

we did sprints for training today,i prefer that.

im gonna train hard. :D

wed27dec-chompchomp and liquid kitchen with some of sgsians.

oh i miss all of you!

thur28dec-0611bbqparttty!

JEN,SUYIN and GENEVIEVE went to the WET MARKET at 8am in the morning.
just to make the bbqparttty a cool one.
oh well.our self-made fried beehoooon recipe is COOL.our chicken wings are GOOD.
and kat's SAMBAL CHILLI totally rocks. X)))

fri29dec-projectmeettting&choco fondue.

hectic fun.and im getting all sorethroaty with all the food.i can sense a flu brewing. :D

HAPPY DAY.

2006-12-26T15:31:00.000+08:00

X)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

dont tell you why.
:D

another festive occasion.

2006-12-25T12:45:00.000+08:00

christmas this year aint like the past noisy years.

toned down without those flabs,just a dinner and perhaps some exchange of christmas greetings.

how many people actually sit down and reflect on their doings-bad or good,

i wonder.

like all other special festive occasions,christmas aint just about shopping,eating of turkey and logcakes.

it happens for a reason.

besides christmas,everything happens for a reason.

we're in this world for a reason.

i wouldnt say merry christmas,just continue finding your true happiness and remember to always smile like :DD

genevieve loves you.

ROCK THE WORLD.

2006-12-24T12:22:00.000+08:00

it was ROCKING good,i must say.
bro,you did great!
and alright.i finally met the SISTERS.

elaine and jasmine-remember our chill-out deal!
and ALVIN-the smart ass.i miss you so!
shuhui-my very motherly sister,where are you?!
wawa-the music smartie,MEET UP SOON!
sioksiok-MISS you TRUCKLOADS.
yuzhen-AH MA!
stella-my cuddly friend,the one i always retard with.
tons and tons of people.alright.
SGS.i miss you.
i miss tucking into the hokkien mee at canteen at wrong times during school.

ALENEY:pokes back with a smack on your nehneh. X))

insulin:insulin's the treatment for blood glucose.how can it rocks? :D

ashley:meet up soon hon! :DD

rain rain go away.just a slight drizzle will do.

im back.

2006-12-22T14:15:00.000+08:00

after 4 days.

well.i practically sleep through 21dec after returning from project meeting.

camp was AWESOME.

School of Health Science RAWKS.awesomeee i mean.

kelvin,the trainer comes up with COOL schedules.

but before i continue about camp,here are pictures as promised.

arabing with jamie. ;DD

our after-activities-before-sleep snaps. X))

watersports club's xmas party this evening! :D

lovesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

we're the 12th batch our SHS student mentors!

green cactus rawks.

-we are green we are green we are green green cactus!

we have love,we are sharp we are tough and fearless...and we can adapt.

G-R-E-E-N.GREEN GREEN..CACTUS!

-i say cactus you say A,you say A you say A

i say cactus you say BA,you say BA you say BA

i say cactus you say A,i say cactus you say BA

i say cactus you say...A-BA!

i feel good..AHH!

oh i feel so good..AHH!

oh i feel so oh i feel so oh i feel so good..AHH.. AHH.. AHH!

off to camp(18-20 dec)

2006-12-18T11:53:00.000+08:00

its so cool to report at camp only at 5pm.

im afraid i'll lose you to the camp.
i dont want any more changes.

(off to sleep a lil MORE. :D )

good old grandfather's days.

2006-12-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

walk me through arab street and lets squeal at our rare finds of cheap old goodies
lets giggle under our umbrellas and play with puddles of mud
red yellow green blue golden pretty lamps
shine in their warm embrace.
remember how much fun we had flipping manual-blown paper rainbow balls into the air?
the lil sweeets and chocolate balls we popped that cause those lil tooth decays?
;D
and.
enthusiastic shop owners telling the exciting stories behind each treasure.

MORE PLEASE!

oh jamie!lets go arabing AGAIN!;))
loves to dex,kailing and wilson for our fine eastcoast dining!
chompchomp's the next!
:D

ps:photos up when im back from camp!

kyk xmas-ed.

2006-12-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

we pop the party poppers and say cheese to fish.
we CLICK-ed dvd and we love our lightsticks.
YEAH!
jing,come back soon!
misses.
;))

chinatowned.

2006-12-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

oldies is back,with the arty-farty people who appreciates it. :D

i swear the mango sago looked like tadpoles but jassie(HEHE!)insisted they looked like SPERMS.
i suddenly had the urge to fly back to the past to see how is it like living in retro 60s.
vintage totally rawk.

arty-farty=GENEVIEVE.
okay.plus JOANIE and JASSIE.
:DD

LOVELOVE!

random happiness.

2006-12-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

doing random stuff can make you really happy.

i am very happy cause i went NTUC today.

[i sound like a happy kid who just saw a big lollypop. ;))) ]

fun fun fun. =DD

mahjong.

2006-12-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

nurul and alene taught haslinda & me MAHJONG today!

HEHEHE.

(my entries are getting shorter and shorterrr!YEAH.)

HON.

2006-12-11T12:00:00.000+08:00

the season of sharing turns out to be the season of emoing eh?
whatever the reason you're upset about,its just a phase in life
i love you guys.

holidays-will there ever be?

2006-12-10T11:03:00.000+08:00

i realise.
after you graduate from secondary school,holidays dont really seem to represent what they mean anymore.
holidays are defined as projects/work/exam-mugging time.
all crammed together.

on a random note,i cant wait for the team's 'xmas party' on sat!
;)

and i know i havent been posting pictures recently.cause,
i never take any.
life have been peaceful,too peaceful.
no big waves.
guess it's a blessing in disguise.

oh,on another random note,
i seriously hope the whole class can make it for the bbq gathering at Jen's house.
pretty please with a cherry on top?
;D

out!to grocery shopping!

its lacking strings of words with punctuation at the end.

2006-12-09T12:38:00.000+08:00

it desnt feel like a saturday.
not at all.
i overslept,did not go for sea training.
it suddenly dawned upon me.
i havent gone for training-for the past week.
i feel so unfit.and underweight.
the next few weeks will be BUSY.
so i'll come up here lesser.
xmas,camp,outings.
and also MUGGS.
gonna change the layout of this skin.
it'll be FABBUUULOUS,i tell you people.
gonna run now,im a busy creature.
*SMIRKS*

maybe i'll start replying tags in my entries,wouldnt that be cool? ;)

peace.

2006-12-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

i didnt know one could feel happiness eating a 50cents icecream cone.
simple peace and happiness.
it have been long since i felt that way.
anyway Jen,thanks for the talk.
random and long talks always make my day.

its been long since i blogged,properly.
my life's been so screwed with tons of falls,
thank gawd for my fabulous genes,i never give up,though the thought always pops up.
but the wind blew them away.
*grins*

lets all just move on.
and lets not be STEWpid,upsetting ourselves with all the crazy relationships.

LOVELOVE.

(p/s:new WHITE skin.very simple but definitely better than blogskins.com)
*smirks*

wallowing in self-pity.

2006-12-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

wallowing in self-pity.

sometimes we are so caught up in the midst of self-pity,we never really look around.
sometimes some things cannot be changed and forced,lets all just move on.
it'll do everyone good.
sometimes you'll feel its the end of the world,try battling with a terminal disease.
sometimes you hear "all good things come to an end",how true can that be?
sometimes you feel like hating someone,but you just couldnt bear to,for you care even more.
sometimes you have so much to say,you dont know who to say it to.

sometimes i dont feel like talking the whole day,but i still do.

i totally DISlike this blogskin.changing it real soon.*triple pouts*

whats right?

2006-12-04T13:21:00.000+08:00

what's right?

everything's kinda going wrong.
what's right now?
you can act like everything's fine,but i cant.
you suck at acting like a goody-two-shoes PLEASE.
ive seen through you.
thorougly disappointed.

i wont die on you.not yet.
i cant gurantee my madness.

good food is not meant for puking.

2006-12-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

good food is not meant for puking.

i made friends with Teppan,NYDC's booboo cake(chocolately good),Elephanchino(mocha+chocolate fudge),loads of LIQUID,and CHOMPCHOMP today.

i just had my 2nd helping of dinner back home.

(anyway,my GREEN tau huey RAWKS please.)

thanks bro.we must pigged out more often.

feed me more till i puke.

im all bloated now.

1star course tomorrow.i dont wanna screw anything up.seriously.

LOVELOVE

*what will you do if you see your friend putting a bar of chocolate into her pocket at 7eleven?

SHARE!

;)))

happy birthday,dajie.

2006-11-30T17:38:00.000+08:00

happy birthday,jam.
iLOVELOVEyou dajie.

dont leave me hanging there.

2006-11-29T22:55:00.000+08:00

dont leave me hanging there.

im really frightened.
i need it asap.
i dont want to see MOTHER and FATHER worrying for me.
im really scared.
who'll be there for me if i really get lifted up to the 2oth floor?
i dont sppose its an infatuation,for now.
i shouldnt have gone.
dont leave me hanging there.

it's like a face i hold inside
a face that awakens when i close my eyes
a face watches everytime i lie
a face that laughs everyime i fall
(and watches everything)
so i know that when its time to sink or swim
That the face inside is here in me,right underneath my skin.

*a short-term promise aint what im thinking,my message for you holds its meaning,strongly.

maybe i'll find another place.a better one.

unfairness.

2006-11-28T22:38:00.000+08:00

unfairness.

you guys are unfair people.totally.
its all too much of aplenty coincidences.
im already having enough troubles in my life.
arent you busy juggling your own?

their giggles fills the air while my heart shivers.

my boats just floats along.

2006-11-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

my boat just floats along.

you think this is good?
its so not.
i wanna be in control.
i feel so useless.
or now.
this period.
mind over body.
heart over body.
i need that.
i need to think properly,to really focus,
about my direction.
but for now,
i love my class/group NR0611.
i hope so.
lets put all grudges,stupid coincidences and crazy misunderstandings behind us.
flip them to the past.
lets strive to conquer all the ICAs and tests,esp clinical(for the rest not done),
and be the best nurses there ever were.

anyway.
richson bro,HAPPY 17th.
sorry for not being there.

LOVELOVE.
i miss SGS-ians.
;(

ma-meh rawks.

2006-11-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

ma-meh rawks.

i think MA-MEH sounds nicer than momo now.

HAHA.

THAT was cancelled due to some misunderstandings.

ma-meh cheered me up-SHOPPING&FOOD.

;))

FUN.

shopping bread and cakes make genevieve a HAPPY person.

clinical assessment.

2006-11-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

clinical assessment.

either a pass or fail.
I PASSED clinical.
I fecking passed it.
gawd.
;)))))
L owes me B&J.
LOVELOVE.

i think ambel likes me.i made her day. ;D

i need santa claus to give me a blank cheque. ;)

release of psle results.

2006-11-23T23:01:00.000+08:00

release of psle results.

my lil cousin got her results back today.
her shivery voice make my heart ache for her.
why let these 12yr olds go through these?

ive plenty to talk about.but i guess its not that impt for you to know.

clinical assessment's tomorrow.
wish me luck.
actually i dont need luck.
i need you.

kel,you rawks my life,lil one.
JIEJIE loves you.

;)
and justin.thanks for everything.LOVES.

snapshots.

2006-11-22T22:06:00.000+08:00

snapshots.

nothing much to say.
let them say.

the BIG HOOYAH club.

super strong grrs.

more to come.

can you hear me?

2006-11-21T12:57:00.001+08:00

can you hear me?

i feel so terrible now and i swear its not pms or what emo shit.
my bag's handles tear.
i havent mug for papers tomorrow and fri.
and i seriously dont know whats going on in class.
as in.
(maybe im oversensitive)
but i feel so neglected.
if you have anything against me,just speak.
i dislike it when you just show me stone faces.
and i lost $50 today.
for the week.
i dont wanna be like some freak who cries uncontrollably all of a sudden.
crying doesnt help.
i know that.
i miss my kayaking people.
i dont know why.
i just do.
can you hear me?
*you seem so near,but is so far.

to breathe.

2006-11-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

to breathe.

i saw you,in the morning glow
Pondering,eyes cast low
On tiptoes,i passed by you
Not wanting to disturb the grass
And the sleeping dew.

cmon genevieve,eat ME!

2006-11-19T17:29:00.000+08:00

cmon genevieve,eat ME!

these are some of the snapshots taken,as promised.

(will post the rest as soon as i get my hands on 'em)

;)))

i took photo with Mr TEO CHEE KIEN(?)

HEHEHE.

*grins and smirks like some stupid fan*-but im not LAH.

IM SHORRRT.

*triple pouts*

HAHA.

derek look so bitchy.HEHEHE.

and mok look so motherly PUHLESSE.HEHEHE.

anyway.i like this smile.check it out.
it brightens my day,err i mean NIGHT.

anyway.im spposed to be MUGGING for my major(sorta) papers next week.

clinical theory and practising for clinical assessment.

Gawd.

but.....

nougat: eat me eat me!

me: no! ive eaten many of your comrades..and beside you stick to my teeth..so go away..shoo!

nougat: c'mon,just a bite.i'll be a quickie! i make your stomach happy so you can mug

better.eat me! eat me!mimimimi!

me: rawr..alright alright..just you alone..crunch crunch crunch)

chocolate milk: are you feeling thirsty,gen?all that nougat is making you thirsty

come! get me outta the fridge!besides,i can keep you away from your books

for half a min for you to walk to the kitchen and pouring a cup of me!

me: hmm..oh alright...(slurp)
kitkat: hey there gen!momo says you can eat me in your breaks!but i think you can eat me

now! c'mon dont be a spoil sport!

me: ahhh..umummmm..

magnum almond icecream(beside kitkat): now that you've eaten my neighbour,dont you

think its unfair leaving me to shiver by

myself?

me: you know what,i'll still eat you even if you dont say that..umummmmm..

clock: oh gen,is your stomach rumbling rumbling?cause it's dinner time!quick eat and come

back mug later!

gen! oh gen! eat~EAT!..eat me!just a lil bite?!GENEVIEVE!GEN~

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

HAHAHA.

kayaking expedition with MP Mr Teo Chee Kien(?)

2006-11-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

kayaking expedition with MP Mr Teo Chee Kien(?)

the route we took is WAY stupid.
but the company IS great.
i think our school WSC rawks.
;))
sumptous dinner(bbq chicken,prawns,rice,noodles,beer,wine,punch) by the beach with loads of camwhorers and songs(it almost feels like a xmas parrrty;D)

anyway.mhy told me something way shocking.
i totally dont know how to give any comments.

and.im kinda insulted by YOU.
go and reflect on your stupid doings LAH.
go and slam your head on the wall-one day you'll get your retribution.
;DD

alright.now to bed.im all high and still-on-the-waves.

TAN-ner!

LOVELOVE lah!

i cant breathe.

2006-11-17T11:38:00.000+08:00

i cant breathe.

BLANK.

2006-11-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

BLANK.

so who's like starting to mug for exams already?

kudos to YOU people.

as for me,

im trying to really balance out PLAY and ACADEMICS AND KAYAKING.

and LOVED ones.

those thoughts.

they are always running in my mind.

but when i stare at the Blogger page,(these days)

suddenly.

im speechless and word-less.

maybe i should just load pictures up,

let them speak for themselves.

and whether im happy or not,

maybe you can look UNDER the snapshots.

;))

LOVELOVE lah!

cant wait!

2006-11-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

CANT WAIT!

i cant wait for this sat's expedition.
but im not putting my hopes UP high.
not trying to be pessimistic though.

LOVE LAH!

blogger beta.

2006-11-14T13:07:00.000+08:00

blogger beta.

ok.i finally stupidly changed to Blogger Beta,after so long.
these days have been messy and dry,yet moist.

i had overdose of Princess Hours and i think the side effect is bad.real bad.

im gonna start all over again tomorrow.wait.

why not now?

alright.im gonna revert back to my starting-sem mugging habit.

been having mixed feelings over the sardine-crammed timetable for a loong time.

firstly,im gonna have exams and attachment during cinese new year.

thats WAY bad.

the attachment timetable is partially out.

and gawd damn.

22jan to 9feb is SURGICAL ward.

sounds fun?but not much opportunity for skills practicing.but I never know..*grins*

26feb to 16march is MEDICAL ward.

i cant wait.i miss TTSH ward9c. :(

and i so hope im with ash once again.

*fingers crossed*

anyway,ICAs are coming up.i definitely hope for better results this time round.

i need a good grade.i mean good gradeS.

it seems like this sem just started but im gonna have clinical theory test next week.GAWD.

and clinical assessment NEXT FRIDAY.

oh feck.

i pray i'll not do anything silly,and kind lecturers,please be kindER. ;D

i know CHRISTMAS is not even a month from now,and its a lil early to get excited,but you cant blame me.

i get excited easily. :)))

look at these BE-YOU-TIFUL TREEEES~

tell me you're excited TOO!

i cant wait for parties and lil presents!!

HEHEHE.

who says singaporean aint creative?

from London's Marks&Spencer

ash! LOVELOVE lah!

where is your path in life? ;)

hand over the chocolates and nobody will be hurt.

2006-11-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

hand over the chocolates and nobody will be hurt.

i shall let the pictures speak their millions of words.

this NEVER fails to secrete my intestinal juices.

even lil kids are becoming camwhores these days.lil camwhores that is.

this snapshot was taken at risk.
anyway,this is the room which WSC members fear to go near,during our camp's midnight amazing race.
proudly declares:IM SO BRAVE!

the bus driver LOVES me.

van,i think our monkey act FAILED. X)

the watersports club camp(WSC) SO long ago.
my group,Morphling rawks. LOVELOVE.

on 4 oct the MOST SPECIAL day. ;D

this is what i call MOUTH-WATERING.

this is how my team LOVES me.

we are chocolate survivors.bring 'em ON! ;D

i have brown eyes!

though these pictures are old,they bring back fond memories.

i'll always be here for you guys.will you?

OUT!

your existence allows me to breathe.

2006-11-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

your existence allows me to breathe.

so,have you ever reflect on the drama serials or movies you have watched?
im not the kind who will skip sleep or rush home early just to watch any particular VCDs.
but Princess Hours aka Goong,have left me wanting for more.

on the surface,it seems like your typical love story that may end up with the leads living happily ever after or they die a tragic death.
but if you painstakingly read the subtitles and capture the every movement and feeling of the characters,you would have discover more.
maybe the show ends up leaving every one of us a different feeling,but im sure we'd learn something from it.
i did.

Goong have portrayed the beautiful meanings of korean and chinese phrases,as well as the difficulties and luxury of being a royal family member.
my thoughts aplenty i wanna share,but it'll get too long.
why dont you guys have a look at Goong for yourself instead?
(though i cant gurantee you guys will definitely like it,but at least look at the hotties in there. ;D)
proudly declares:i finished 5GoongVCDs today,and now my eyes hurt like it got stabbed or something.

and i can sense a flu coming up with extra bonus of massive headache.SO FUN.

but i cannot wait for thurs! and sat's coney island kayaking expedition!

LOVELOVE,time to sleep.

lil ones.

HIAK HIAK.

2006-11-11T20:41:00.000+08:00

HIAK HIAK.

completed 5 whole triangles today with a S1.fecking hell SHIOK.
planned to watch River Regatta 2006 with the team,and support NYP DB.
but the gawd damn rain ruined all plans.
isnt it weird?
sometimes we LOVE the rain,sometimes we HATE it.
the LOVE-SLEEP and the oh-so-cool weather.
the HATE-makes walking in the open a WET and leafy and muddy business.

alright.enough of the rain.

now now.i promised pictures the last entry,didnt i?
here goes.too bad i didnt grab a picture with most of my cousins-big&lil ones.

AH GONG! JINLIAN! SAN GU! ;)))

baby niece caelyn.
lil boys:bryan,weiwei,kaikai.
GOH cousins who rawks.

LOVELOVE.

alright.I LOVE EVERYONE!
(OFF TO GOONG!)

AH GONG's BIRTHDAY.

2006-11-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

AH GONG'S BIRTHDAY.

the whole GOH family gathers at ROLAND for AH GONG'S 90-something(HEHE) birthday.
LOVE the GOHS and 1/2blooded GOHS.
;)))

pictures up soon.

when your life goes POOP!

2006-11-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

when your life goes POOP!

as projects and assignments snake back,i mean CHARGED back into my life,
as the team gets better,though sometimes lazy,and the trainings and punishments get tougher,
as the time i spent with my family go up to no more than 2hours a day(not including SLEEP),
im surprised that im feeling MORE motivated and HYPE UP.

i dont know why.

maybe its the lil Vitamin C pill momo have been forcing me to swallow every morning.*grins*

but i cant help feeling sorry and guilty for not being there to catch up with momo and dad.
nevertheless,i know they'll always be JUST behind me,supporting me morally.
doesnt the cheese bun taste different when you know its your dad who bought it?
doesnt the journey to school feels special and SUNNY(inside&out) when you had a good chat with momo on the phone?

LOVELOVE.

alright.im feeling all excited about PRINCESS HOURS' episode 14.
till then,settle down and reflect on how much you've owed your parents and the love you can never be able to finish returning.

PHOTOS!

GENIUSES.

they leave me wanting for more.

the UBER big PJs.
;D

i made this myself. ;)))

OUT!

stupid fun survey.

2006-11-08T13:46:00.000+08:00

stupid fun survey.

pretty bored and happen to come by a survey.
attempt it instead of wasting PRECIOUS time.
why not?
HEHE.

(1)Bold the following which are true about you.
(2)GREEN the things you wish were true.

here goes.

i miss somebody right now.
i dont watch TV these days.
i own lots of books.
i wear glasses or contacts.
i play video games. (and have my eyesight die?no way.)
ive tried marijuana
ive been in a threesome. (hehe)
i believe honesty is usually the best policy.
i cursed sometimes. (who doesnt?)
i changed alot mentally over the last year.
i carry my knife/razor with me wherever i go. ;)
im TOTALLY smart.
ive broken someone's bones. (someone's barbie doll?those suck.)
im paranoid sometimes. (i believe in trusting.)
i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe,free of cost and scar free.
i need money right now. (having more doesnt hurt.)
i talk really really fast.
i have long hair.
i have worn fake hair/eyelash/fingernails in the past.
i cannot survive without Caller Id. (in case some freak me out with their pitches)
i like the way i look. (thank momo and dad.)
im usually optimistic. ;DDD
i have alot of moodswings.
i have a hidden talent. not only one. ;)
im always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.(but i dont eat 15sugar packs.)
i have alot of friends. i dont have friends.
im unclear of something. (many things.)
i have pecked someone of the same sex.
i enjoy talking on the phone.
i practically live in PJ/sweatpants.
i love to shop. YEA!
i enjoy window-shopping. (when im poor)
i enjoy eating. (when i feel rich)
i dont hate anyone.i dislike them.
im completely embarrased to be seen with my mother.
i have a cell phone.
i believe in God. (all gods,as long as it make sense.)
i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
ive rejected someone before.
i want to have children in future. (hmmmmm.)
i have changed a diaper before. (not just once)
im not allergic to anything.
i have alot to learn.
i would die for my best friends.(i dont have friends.)
i think that Pizza Hut have the best pizza. (doesnt all pizzas taste the same?bt P.H's not cheap)
i watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. (wonderful SPONGE story eh?)
im happy at this moment.
im obsessed with guys. (i think im weird,cause this is what i wish is true.;D)
im punk rockish.
im preppy.
i study for tests most of the time. (im a mugger you see)
i tie my shoelaces differently from everyone ive met. (they copy me ALL the time)
i can work on a car. (give me a car!)
i have more than my ears pierced. (lets try something different the next time!)
i walk barefoot whenever i can. (its a WONDERFUL feeling!)
i worked at Macdonalds' restaurant. (NEVER)
i hate office jobs. (those suck.cmon,go out and see the world!)
i think water rules. (it always do!)
i like sausages.(hot and spicy,anyone?)
i love hugs.(speaks more than pictures and words)
i can pick up things with my toes.(told you im talented.;D)
i can move my tongue in waves,much like a snake slithers.
i still have every diary/journal ive written in.(i write alot in case you dont know)
i talked in my sleep.(ask my momo?)
im a caffeine junkie.
i will collect anything,and the more nonsensical,the better. ;)))
im an artist. (i draw on ANYONE,ANYTIME,ANYONE.)
i love being happy.(so,make me happy!)
im an adrenaline junkie.
i have ridden an elephant.
i love chocolates!
i can ride a bicycle.
i feel crazy.
i like peanut butter on bananas.(is it good,anyone?)
i think the word RASPBERRY is sexxxay!(which part of it is?)
i love to look at people's teeth.(ALWAYS!)
i dont wanna grow up! :)))
i can cross my eyes,stick out my tonue and still look cute.(HAHA)
Gaining weight is a WONDERFUL thing.
i love softtoys and i think im gonna have a roomful of 'em next time!I HATE 'EM.TOTALLY.
i cannot miss a day of workout.(esp with my team!)LOVELOVE lah!

alright so i manage to survive this whole survey.
;)

now to a more serious note.

WHO DO YOU LIVE FOR?

(ps:i know i still havent post pictures.)

NEW.

2006-11-07T18:44:00.000+08:00

NEW!

so you clicked on GEN or GENEVIEVE on your links/exits and come into this unfamiliar white page and thought you've entered wrongly?

BAM BAM BOOM!

Been procrastinating about the idea of doing up a new blogskin & tagboard-for a LOOONG time.
i just want a CLEAN white page.
the only dislike ive got for this blogskin is the need to click on the different,erm,buttons(?)to get to the entries,tagboard,etc.
argh.

i'd prefer everything SLAMMED right on ONE page.
well.
nothing is perfect.

most of you should know im really not good with the computer and its wires(ARGH!),
im gonna learn all the keys to customizing my very own blogskin.
now that's a goal to work towards,besides all my kayaking and academic.
;)
thanks to those who really helped and tolerated with all my whines regarding my blog and all.
LOVELOVE lah!

photos will be up real soon.i promised. ;)
now im stuck at the 8th disc of P.H.
oh gawd.PLEASE GO AND WATCH IT!

and about school today.
BORING.
Please don't go on and on and on just for the sake of passing time and talking till the cows come home because it's completely pointless and utterly useless.

Just keep it SHARP, SHORT AND CONCISED so we can bloody be released earlier.

Being the usual nice class,we bought LAYS chips and our daily doses of charsiew paos and pieces of carrot cakes with yummy chili for munchies during
THAT WOUND & PREGNANCY lectures.
right below the lecturers' noses.
not exactly,just in front of their nose sensory BUDS.
;)
all these just for the sake of NOT falling asleep during your TALK,mdms.
arent we goody-two-shoes?

right on.
so the chill in the air have finally got on my nerves.

HOT CHOCOLATE anyone?
;D

homely sunday.

2006-11-05T13:09:00.000+08:00

homely sunday.

woke up at a refreshing hour at 1pm.
and im gonna watch the whole stash of
PRINCESS HOURS.
what addictives did they infused in P.H ?
thats for me to find out.

pre-PH talk:
i heard there are two hot princes.and the main lady is this super cute 17yr.
and all the facts about the palace talk.
that's about it.

pray my eyes dont die after that.

will talk about my post-PH feelings soon.

OUT!

fly me high.

2006-11-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

fly me high.

alrights.to compensate for my picture-less blog the past few days. ;D

ive finally took the time out to download PICASA for FURTHER photos improvement.

but.

i will not EDIT any parts of our features.

this is JEN,my classmate and i.

about today.

really proud i achieve my goals for today's training.
pretty amazed that i did 5 whole kallang triangles.
never doubt or look down on the human mind.
sounds silly,but i was pretty much talking to myself the whole training.
pushing myself to the max.
and i did it!

my team's presence always make me a haapppy person.
jon's there to drives us into tickles,dammy's there to gives us his 'COOL' you-can-do-it face,jing's always there to spongebob and gives me happy vibes,derek's there to entertain me with his emo singings and bitching,hsingyee's there to make us wait for her empress dowager,but i love her.and alvin's there to prove he's strong.

above are the people with us today.if you want me to talk about the whole team,find me.
PLENTIFUL!

i miss joan.i miss jas,i miss asline,i miss nadz,i miss joel,i miss ALOT.
YOU SEE.
PLENTIFUL!

my mugs these days have proven to transform me into a more peaceful person.
but elaine.
i need details about the yoga lesson still.
we'll talk about that in private!

a shoutout.a peaceful one.
i miss SGS and all my SGSians.
where are you guys!?

LOVELOVE.

anyway.what is love to you?

chocolate fondue at club with ash.grimace at the pricing,but all is worth was the melted chocolate in your mouth.

chinatowning and little india invasion with joan and jas rawks.
good dessert,good walks.

suyin,thanks so much for your WONDERFUL HELP.
LOVELOVE.
will post more pics soon.
;D

what is love?

2006-11-03T13:53:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, it just takes little less sardonicism.

This is what I've found.

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?"
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."Rebecca - age 8

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."Billy -age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen,"Bobby - age 7

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore,"Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."Elaine - age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is more handsome than Robert Redford."Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget,"Jessica - age 8

Sigh, sometimes I wish that I can think just like them. Free from the thunderstorms and warped ideas in the society.

(stuck in SCHOOL.)

damn you blogger.

2006-11-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

damn you blogger.

you're testing my patience and im FINE with it.
i know you dont want me to share my snaps with my friends.
im still gonna go ahead and do so.

we are the TOP 10,erm i mean 11 favorites in VIVO.
;)))

it's time to change a new blogskin.a pure solid colored one.
;D

GAWD.

2006-10-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

GAWD.

chocolate fondue at Grassroots club with ash today was GREAT.GREAT.GREAAAT
(there's a prob with blogger,will post pics tmr.grr)

today's training is TRALALA enjoyable.
im so tralala HAPPY happy.
;)))
maybe it feels good knowing that there's people who care for you.
maybe it feels good when your lovelies are around you.
it just feels great.
it feels good mass sending everybody a morning text,and having SO sweet replies.
im tralala HAPPY happy today.

and when i read elaine's blog,im so TRALALA touched.
yea.lets bygones be bygones.
we are different individuals leading our own unique life.
dont let others influence the way you wanna live your BLESSED life.

hey grrs(yuzhen,elaine,siokmei,fiona),
if you guys ever read this blog entry of mine,
let us forget whatever wrong doings we have err in the past.
im sure all of us grew up,choosing what we want,and hopefully,will not regret our choice.
take for instance,knowing you guys have been one of my best choices in life.
you guys taught me lots,and hopefully i did,being the LOUDEST in among us.
i love you guys.
i seriously wanna invite you to my,graduation,wedding,house-warming,first job celebration,kids birthday,retirement party and EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN!
gawd,i really feel so emo.
but i ACTUALLY STILL LOVE YOU GUYS!
tralala LOVELOVE

OUT!

tadahh.

2006-10-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

tadahh.

thanks pris.i'll remember your words and find back my motivation drive.
a true friend is someone you can relate to,in any modes of SICKness.craziness or sadness.

had lunch at clubhouse.fried rice and ribena drink.as usual.
somehow the food taste bad.somehow the atmosphere wasnt as cheery.and it doesnt seem right.
i feel so wrong.
i wonder why.
well.
despite that,i had that feeling the day will end well.

Chinatowning and Lil India invasion with jas and joan was great!
and i acted like some mountain tortoise or ,in a more polite term,tourist.
i hold my cam phone UP the whole street walk.
can you believed ive been living in singapore for 17 frigging years and never been to LITTLE INDIA?
gawd.what have i been doing?
its such a cool place LAH!
i wanna go arab street.oh joan! our new fav haunts-for vintage and all!
i think streets are much more fun than BIG shopping malls.
there are hidden surprises.hidden treasures.whoa.
OH.im getting so excited. ;D
i forced them into camwhoring.HEH.
and i bought what i wanted.
HEH HEH.
im gonna start drawing!..on you.please do feel honoured.its a rare opportunity ;D

met momo for dinner and vivo shopping.ive been to VIVO like more than 3 times this week.and i realised.
i havent even covered the whole mall!
HAHA.
aint Vivo amazing?
more shops have opened,and yes!BEN&JERRY'S too!
i was tralala HAPPYYYYY when i saw B&J.
dragged momo in.
we had several tastings before we settled down with
NewYorkHotFudgeChunk and Dublin-blah-blah.
HAHA.
the Dublin icecream is made from a mixture of alcohol,some cream and MORE,
i cant remember,but well.we LOVE it.
its great.B&J rawks.
and ive been to B&J 2 days in a row.
LOVELOVE.
;)))

oh my.you should definitely go and check FoodRepublic out.
i LOVE LOVE LOVE that place.
i know you're thinking.
"what's so great about a foodcourt?"
well.
its outlook is so old 60's.freaking cool CAN.
i love the displays and signboards of the different stalls-all designed
and 'dressed up' for the particular food sold.
the surroundings and lightnings are just right.
COOL COOL COOL

will post the pics soon.DAMN cool LAH.
im so tralala happy.
LOVE&PEACE.

ohmmm.oh im gonna do a yoga course soon.
maybe i'll get back my motivation spirit and peaceful spiritual soul?
*smirks*

LOOONG DAY.

2006-10-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

LOOONG DAY.

in school,thats right.
staus check:Blk J e-plaza at such an UN-schooly hour.
can you believe i actually woke up at 6am and only finish brushing my teeth at 630am?
i swear i cant remember what i did for 30mins.
well.
thats not the main thing i wanna talk about.definitely.
long sleepy day attending lectures.
and during our 4hr break,went to cathay Ben&Jerry's with Jen,Van.met up with anju.
we had a Merlionister which chipped off $19.50 from us.
6 flavors,hot fudge,cut bananas,brownies and all.
sounds good?
totally.
but i rather eat 'em separately cause 6 gooey flavors melted together doesnt sound really fantastic.
but i cant wait for our next B&J's invasion.
oh oh.i so wanna go cathay's B&J tomorrow!
dress up in HALLOWEEN themed costumes and you get 10% off sundaes.
BAM BAM BOOM!
but where on earth do i get my hands on those costumes now?
well.
maybe i shld just stick to my class's idea of parading in town with our devils and angels' wear.
hmm.
alright.seriously.this is also not the main thing i have in mind to talk about today.

to sioksiok.
i definitely am horrified to read your blog entry.
the latest one.
i was just merely stating how i felt,in MY blog.
i didnt criticise neither did i condemn.
but you made me out to be some gawd cursed big AH LIAN.
well.i dont wanna continue this in my blog.neither should you.
and i definitely am not keeping ALL these INSIDE me.
i know your people will definitely read your blog,religiously.
really am disappointed that you sprout untruth,which you may consider facts.
if you didnt matter to me,i wouldnt have felt so upset.
and it seems they are more important to you,then the rest of us.
im fine with that,but please do not assume you know ENTIRELY what we are thinking.
we should definitely meet up soon and have a good talk.
you're my closie,and you'll always be.
if im no longer what i used to am to you,im fine.
and please feel more secure,all of you.
im taking this very seriously,and i dont find any reason to laugh about it.
maybe i caused some misunderstanding,i apologised.

well.i guessed this is my more serious entry so far.
i seriously dont wanna type such a solemn entry any time sooner.
never ever again.

its 730pm now.im heading home!
oh great.
ive got to compile my grp's yoga ICA.
and pregnancy assignment.
YIPEE.

today's psychology lecture rawks.

LOVELOVE.
(ps:i feel so good now.BAM BAM BOOM!)

pictures up soon!

afternoon training.

2006-10-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

afternoon training.

today's first afternoon sea training of this sem.
kinda really sleepy and slacked off training.
but i was actually in high spirits to row today.
helped nadz out in her triangle and paddling directions.
and THAT rain suddenly came in.
gawd damn rain.
my boat got swept off by the hell sick current and when it sped past the side of the bridge,i crashed into a big FAT pricky ROCK and to stop,i pressed my palm on the gawd damn blood thirsty wall,it slide off my SKIN.
oh gawd.
anyway after that we went LONGHOUSE for dinner/supper.
not that bad.
im actually not sppose to be blogging.cause i havent done my assignment.
but cause i just read a blog.
and im pretty upset abt it.
lets call that person,BOOM.
we used to be close.but since THAT,boom changed.
i have always treat you as my close friend and we'll bitch about THAT.
but now,i cant do it anymore.
and you seem to forgotten abt your NOT THAT friend.
i think you have overdone it,seriously.

well well.
peope change.
you did.
i did.
but why should our friendship change?

i dont know.
whatever.

OUT.i dont wanna talk about it anymore.

i seriously think its pretty bad now LAH.
and this is a bad entry.
BAD BAD BAD.

TSK.

HAHAHA.

2006-10-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA.

and i dont mean HAri raya.

gawd.
vivo outing with my bitchy team was WAY fun.
we barely shopped even though it was something we PLANNED to.
we were too busy making fun of each other,and the people AROUND us.
;)))
as usual.
we said,i mean we SCREAMED&LAUGHED hellos,waves and tap strangers' back.
gawdly funning pleasing~(derek,our secret language.*smirks*)

joan and i saw this SUPER pretty straw clutch that costs 29 bucks.
she got the one in brown,and im so gonna go back and get one of those.
joan and i.we were yakking about the HUGE amount of common interests we have between ourselves.its gawd damn fun spending time together!even the straw clutch!
;)
and vintage.WHEE.

we had CARL'S JR for dinner.
and i took my first beef bite.DOUBLE WESTERN BACON CHEESEBURGER.
gawd.
three alphabets.AHH~

forgive derek.he's too hungry.

my first bite.

damien's big and ugly butt. ;)))

and we decided to watch a movie.TALLDEGA NIGHTS.THE BALLAD OF RICKY BOBBY.
its about racing cars,the wins and losses of races.the motivation to go on.HELL COOL.
hysterical and bloody meaningful.overcome your fear and go for it.
very motivating.suits our team alot.
GO WATCH!(but finish reading my entry first ;D)

doesnt it makes a gawd cool belt?

UGLY FUGLY team hug. =D

had hell loads of fun screaming laughing my head off with the team.
you guys rawks.totally.
lets start planning our next INVASION! X)
and joan,our dates!
LOVELOVE.
i know you know im awesome. ;D

I LOVE SCHOOL.

2006-10-23T22:57:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SCHOOL.

does that sound weird coming from me?
i guess not.
anyway.
YES.
I LOVE SCHOOL.
ive been having the surge of energy to strive even further.
my grp 11,they rawks.
MY KAYAKING TEAM.
they are awesome.
it feels kinda weird if i dont see any of 'em,even for a day.
i cant say what will happen if i ever have to leave the team.
that'll be terrible.
im not the fastest,but i'll train hard.
im not the best,but i'll be good.
i wanna really do my best.i wanna bring home at least a medal to show momo&dad.
its the least i can give.for not being able to spend quality time with them.
its the least i can give.to return their love and time spent on me.
academic-wise,its my top piority.
its the least i can give.to make momo&dad's money worth.to make them proud.

well.training was great as usual.we finally made our jersey design choice.and i punched many.thanks.i feel good!
kudos to derek.LOVELOVE. ;)

it's HARI RAYA tomorrow!
YEA!
erm.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA.
;D

and for now.
good night.
;)))

ps:my entries have been rather boring these days.well.just live with it for the moment ok?
;D