lazy sunday.

lazy day.

the past few weeks have been hectic with super duper lots of junk.not all junk perhaps.
anyway.im SUPPOSED to be bloody happy today.but just cannot summon the STRENGTH to do it.perhaps im too tired.PERHAPS. (sun30july2006-12pm-loves!)*

AIYO.

i have so much things to say LO.but MISSY here just doesnt know where to start from.
i so pretty much wanna tell someone.i SO wanna tell YOU.and YOU.and YOU.
ARGH.DAMN DAMN DAMN!#^%%^&**(RAH!

i havent been mugging la.and i seriously dont know what i really value now.
everything's in such a FREAKING UGLY MESS and i find myself giving NO hoots to everything around me.

i appear damn playful and noisy.i say HAHAs in msn.i laugh i bitch i comment like CRAP.
but deep inside,i cant find gen already.
i told sioksiok that gen is back after trapping for 3 months.
im sorry.i cant deny the fact that everything's not the same again.

i get angry with myself over stuff,trivial lil matters.i get turned off by people.
WHAT THE HELL is wrong with me la.
i came to know ALOT .
maybe i should have just remain STUPID and IGNORANT in the 1st place.
than,i'll have felt more peaceful.
i used to trust people very easily,cause i CHOOSE to.
but nowadays,it seems tough to convince and get over my OWN barrier.
i need assurance.

anyway.i heard that guys' real maturity level is their age minus 3.(eg.18 this year,mindset:15)
i dont know if it's true.but no offence guys.
what about grrs?anyone knows?can tell me.thks.
oh oh.and.
the perfect height for a couple is actually 12cm apart.
erm.they say,'cause it's easier to hug.HAHA.i think it's DUMB.

well.just wanna share what i heard.
i'll sound VERY random these days.so.sory people.i just am TYPING what comes into my mind.

this is a rather or should i say DARN long BORINGGG entry.sorry to bore you people.
i hope all my body systems will pull themselves up before exams.
i NEED to do well.

i actually am feeling better now that i VENT everything here.
hopeyou guys had a good day,not like mine.
gotta go.ciao.LOVES!