sad miserable days

sad miserable days.

these 2 days have been boring shit and miserable for me.
no matter how hard i try,it seems there isnt anything worth my GENUINE smile.
was looking forward to grrs' day out.but it was kinda disppointing.
hangout with ash was fun as usual,but i think i kinda bore you hon.so sorry.
im falling ill.very ill.mentally and physically.
feeling all useless now.
well.im writing this in a damn emo mood.damn FALLED-APART mood.
ARGH.i shall just shut up and go to slp.should i?
why is all this shit happening when school's starting in like 2 days.
fuck.
ok.im gonna stop here and stop wallowing in self-pity.
i hate this.i hate this i hate this.
ARGH.