can you hear me?

can you hear me?

i feel so terrible now and i swear its not pms or what emo shit.
my bag's handles tear.
i havent mug for papers tomorrow and fri.
and i seriously dont know whats going on in class.
as in.
(maybe im oversensitive)
but i feel so neglected.
if you have anything against me,just speak.
i dislike it when you just show me stone faces.
and i lost $50 today.
for the week.
i dont wanna be like some freak who cries uncontrollably all of a sudden.
crying doesnt help.
i know that.
i miss my kayaking people.
i dont know why.
i just do.
can you hear me?
*you seem so near,but is so far.