GAWD.

GAWD.

chocolate fondue at Grassroots club with ash today was GREAT.GREAT.GREAAAT
(there's a prob with blogger,will post pics tmr.grr)

today's training is TRALALA enjoyable.
im so tralala HAPPY happy.
;)))
maybe it feels good knowing that there's people who care for you.
maybe it feels good when your lovelies are around you.
it just feels great.
it feels good mass sending everybody a morning text,and having SO sweet replies.
im tralala HAPPY happy today.

and when i read elaine's blog,im so TRALALA touched.
yea.lets bygones be bygones.
we are different individuals leading our own unique life.
dont let others influence the way you wanna live your BLESSED life.

hey grrs(yuzhen,elaine,siokmei,fiona),
if you guys ever read this blog entry of mine,
let us forget whatever wrong doings we have err in the past.
im sure all of us grew up,choosing what we want,and hopefully,will not regret our choice.
take for instance,knowing you guys have been one of my best choices in life.
you guys taught me lots,and hopefully i did,being the LOUDEST in among us.
i love you guys.
i seriously wanna invite you to my,graduation,wedding,house-warming,first job celebration,kids birthday,retirement party and EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN!
gawd,i really feel so emo.
but i ACTUALLY STILL LOVE YOU GUYS!
tralala LOVELOVE

OUT!

tadahh.

tadahh.

thanks pris.i'll remember your words and find back my motivation drive.
a true friend is someone you can relate to,in any modes of SICKness.craziness or sadness.

had lunch at clubhouse.fried rice and ribena drink.as usual.
somehow the food taste bad.somehow the atmosphere wasnt as cheery.and it doesnt seem right.
i feel so wrong.
i wonder why.
well.
despite that,i had that feeling the day will end well.

Chinatowning and Lil India invasion with jas and joan was great!
and i acted like some mountain tortoise or ,in a more polite term,tourist.
i hold my cam phone UP the whole street walk.
can you believed ive been living in singapore for 17 frigging years and never been to LITTLE INDIA?
gawd.what have i been doing?
its such a cool place LAH!
i wanna go arab street.oh joan! our new fav haunts-for vintage and all!
i think streets are much more fun than BIG shopping malls.
there are hidden surprises.hidden treasures.whoa.
OH.im getting so excited. ;D
i forced them into camwhoring.HEH.
and i bought what i wanted.
HEH HEH.
im gonna start drawing!..on you.please do feel honoured.its a rare opportunity ;D

met momo for dinner and vivo shopping.ive been to VIVO like more than 3 times this week.and i realised.
i havent even covered the whole mall!
HAHA.
aint Vivo amazing?
more shops have opened,and yes!BEN&JERRY'S too!
i was tralala HAPPYYYYY when i saw B&J.
dragged momo in.
we had several tastings before we settled down with
NewYorkHotFudgeChunk and Dublin-blah-blah.
HAHA.
the Dublin icecream is made from a mixture of alcohol,some cream and MORE,
i cant remember,but well.we LOVE it.
its great.B&J rawks.
and ive been to B&J 2 days in a row.
LOVELOVE.
;)))

oh my.you should definitely go and check FoodRepublic out.
i LOVE LOVE LOVE that place.
i know you're thinking.
"what's so great about a foodcourt?"
well.
its outlook is so old 60's.freaking cool CAN.
i love the displays and signboards of the different stalls-all designed
and 'dressed up' for the particular food sold.
the surroundings and lightnings are just right.
COOL COOL COOL

will post the pics soon.DAMN cool LAH.
im so tralala happy.
LOVE&PEACE.

ohmmm.oh im gonna do a yoga course soon.
maybe i'll get back my motivation spirit and peaceful spiritual soul?
*smirks*

LOOONG DAY.

LOOONG DAY.

in school,thats right.
staus check:Blk J e-plaza at such an UN-schooly hour.
can you believe i actually woke up at 6am and only finish brushing my teeth at 630am?
i swear i cant remember what i did for 30mins.
well.
thats not the main thing i wanna talk about.definitely.
long sleepy day attending lectures.
and during our 4hr break,went to cathay Ben&Jerry's with Jen,Van.met up with anju.
we had a Merlionister which chipped off $19.50 from us.
6 flavors,hot fudge,cut bananas,brownies and all.
sounds good?
totally.
but i rather eat 'em separately cause 6 gooey flavors melted together doesnt sound really fantastic.
but i cant wait for our next B&J's invasion.
oh oh.i so wanna go cathay's B&J tomorrow!
dress up in HALLOWEEN themed costumes and you get 10% off sundaes.
BAM BAM BOOM!
but where on earth do i get my hands on those costumes now?
well.
maybe i shld just stick to my class's idea of parading in town with our devils and angels' wear.
hmm.
alright.seriously.this is also not the main thing i have in mind to talk about today.

to sioksiok.
i definitely am horrified to read your blog entry.
the latest one.
i was just merely stating how i felt,in MY blog.
i didnt criticise neither did i condemn.
but you made me out to be some gawd cursed big AH LIAN.
well.i dont wanna continue this in my blog.neither should you.
and i definitely am not keeping ALL these INSIDE me.
i know your people will definitely read your blog,religiously.
really am disappointed that you sprout untruth,which you may consider facts.
if you didnt matter to me,i wouldnt have felt so upset.
and it seems they are more important to you,then the rest of us.
im fine with that,but please do not assume you know ENTIRELY what we are thinking.
we should definitely meet up soon and have a good talk.
you're my closie,and you'll always be.
if im no longer what i used to am to you,im fine.
and please feel more secure,all of you.
im taking this very seriously,and i dont find any reason to laugh about it.
maybe i caused some misunderstanding,i apologised.

well.i guessed this is my more serious entry so far.
i seriously dont wanna type such a solemn entry any time sooner.
never ever again.

its 730pm now.im heading home!
oh great.
ive got to compile my grp's yoga ICA.
and pregnancy assignment.
YIPEE.

today's psychology lecture rawks.

LOVELOVE.
(ps:i feel so good now.BAM BAM BOOM!)

pictures up soon!

afternoon training.

afternoon training.

today's first afternoon sea training of this sem.
kinda really sleepy and slacked off training.
but i was actually in high spirits to row today.
helped nadz out in her triangle and paddling directions.
and THAT rain suddenly came in.
gawd damn rain.
my boat got swept off by the hell sick current and when it sped past the side of the bridge,i crashed into a big FAT pricky ROCK and to stop,i pressed my palm on the gawd damn blood thirsty wall,it slide off my SKIN.
oh gawd.
anyway after that we went LONGHOUSE for dinner/supper.
not that bad.
im actually not sppose to be blogging.cause i havent done my assignment.
but cause i just read a blog.
and im pretty upset abt it.
lets call that person,BOOM.
we used to be close.but since THAT,boom changed.
i have always treat you as my close friend and we'll bitch about THAT.
but now,i cant do it anymore.
and you seem to forgotten abt your NOT THAT friend.
i think you have overdone it,seriously.

well well.
peope change.
you did.
i did.
but why should our friendship change?

i dont know.
whatever.

OUT.i dont wanna talk about it anymore.

i seriously think its pretty bad now LAH.
and this is a bad entry.
BAD BAD BAD.

TSK.

HAHAHA.

HAHAHA.

and i dont mean HAri raya.

gawd.
vivo outing with my bitchy team was WAY fun.
we barely shopped even though it was something we PLANNED to.
we were too busy making fun of each other,and the people AROUND us.
;)))
as usual.
we said,i mean we SCREAMED&LAUGHED hellos,waves and tap strangers' back.
gawdly funning pleasing~(derek,our secret language.*smirks*)

joan and i saw this SUPER pretty straw clutch that costs 29 bucks.
she got the one in brown,and im so gonna go back and get one of those.
joan and i.we were yakking about the HUGE amount of common interests we have between ourselves.its gawd damn fun spending time together!even the straw clutch!
;)
and vintage.WHEE.




we had CARL'S JR for dinner.
and i took my first beef bite.DOUBLE WESTERN BACON CHEESEBURGER.
gawd.
three alphabets.AHH~









forgive derek.he's too hungry.

















my first bite.









damien's big and ugly butt. ;)))




and we decided to watch a movie.TALLDEGA NIGHTS.THE BALLAD OF RICKY BOBBY.
its about racing cars,the wins and losses of races.the motivation to go on.HELL COOL.
hysterical and bloody meaningful.overcome your fear and go for it.
very motivating.suits our team alot.
GO WATCH!(but finish reading my entry first ;D)

doesnt it makes a gawd cool belt?














UGLY FUGLY team hug. =D














had hell loads of fun screaming laughing my head off with the team.
you guys rawks.totally.
lets start planning our next INVASION! X)
and joan,our dates!
LOVELOVE.
i know you know im awesome. ;D

I LOVE SCHOOL.

I LOVE SCHOOL.













does that sound weird coming from me?
i guess not.
anyway.
YES.
I LOVE SCHOOL.
ive been having the surge of energy to strive even further.
my grp 11,they rawks.
MY KAYAKING TEAM.
they are awesome.
it feels kinda weird if i dont see any of 'em,even for a day.
i cant say what will happen if i ever have to leave the team.
that'll be terrible.
im not the fastest,but i'll train hard.
im not the best,but i'll be good.
i wanna really do my best.i wanna bring home at least a medal to show momo&dad.
its the least i can give.for not being able to spend quality time with them.
its the least i can give.to return their love and time spent on me.
academic-wise,its my top piority.
its the least i can give.to make momo&dad's money worth.to make them proud.

well.training was great as usual.we finally made our jersey design choice.and i punched many.thanks.i feel good!
kudos to derek.LOVELOVE. ;)

it's HARI RAYA tomorrow!
YEA!
erm.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA.
;D

and for now.
good night.
;)))

ps:my entries have been rather boring these days.well.just live with it for the moment ok?
;D

BAHBAHBOOM

BAH BAH BOOM!

yesterday was my LAST day at SHOPHAUS till the next hols come. ;(
BUT.i was given the title SPPT.(SHOPHAUS's PERMANENT PART-TIMER)
WHEE.
alright.so my big boss,shawna,decided to start our camwhoring session.involving Anthony(her husband-to-be)and our neighbour,evelyn(the peep hole's BIG BOSS).






SHOPHAUS./ladies.





SHOPHAUS./men.





























ooh.im straight.and im proud of that.
;D






shopping with momo today was great.we love our tootsies!I LOVE MOMO.
;)))

LOVELOVE.

ps:i miss my kayayking team.

HMM.

HMM.
ENGLISH has been chewed up and spit out like bad bacon by Singaporeans.
Why?
The bad use of English, the act of retardism and most importantly, the disgusting and unfathomable pictures of you guys acting cute.

Puffing up your cheeks DOES NOT make you look cute.
It just emphasises on how you're trying to hold back a burp.
You look like a pufferfish. A moronic pufferfish.

Taking a shot from the top is alright, but do notever open your eyes super wide and act cute.Never. It freaks people out, gives hentai lovers a description of how you're begging to get your face sprayed all over with cum. Oh yeah, you look like a dog too. My dog. So bark?

DO NOT EVER DO HAND GESTURES. It just symbolises on your stupidity and how you are trying so hard to speak 'Retard' in sign language.
euu; miie; blahblahblahinserthereenlongatedword.
They are creative, so to speak, but when you write compositions, you don't spell them like that, do you?
I'd rather you take the time to spell every word correctly and leave a good impression on foreigners, than leave your dimwit-slime all over.
Get your grammar and vocabulary right.
"Love hurts", not "Love hurt".
What is up with the how "moii" thing? Moi is a french word - stop abusing that word, lest the french invade.
Do you actually use that word in your real life conversations? Do you know how to pronounce it? And if you do, it's not "mu-oi".It's "muah", you moron.
I merely want you all to change for the better of not only the country, but for your own sake too.

Whoever doesn't sign admits the fact that he/she has condemned himself or herself to my list of so-to-speak dumbpricks and/or crackheads. Inducing on that fact, you are also welcome to my full list of insults, garbage and junk.If I have offended any of you, you are a loser.
in my dictionary.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.above is just my vent on bad singaporean style.its not your problem to comment.
;D

IM GENEVIEVE.

IM GENEVIEVE.
oh man.lil did i realise,me miss being called GENEVIEVE.
im like known as GEN now.
please call me GENEVIEVE.PLS.

silent competition in class?
me dont think so.
its loud and clear.
and me is competing GENEVIEVE.
not you you or you OK.
yea yea.

me hungry now.
"HUNGRY HUNGRY.(lap clap)
VERY VERY.(clap clap)
HUNGRY VERY (clap clap)
VERY HUNGRY(clap clap)
CIKELAGA PIYA PIYA
CIKELAGA PIYA PIYA.
SUT!

me HUNGRRRRRY.
GRR.
me wanna bite.
GRR.
TRALALA.

i wish that the wish that you wish will wish that it come true. ;)

ponders.

ponders.

alrighty.
been trying to be a good student for this 2 days.
looking through and understanding the modules.
lets just cross our fingers and pray hard that my goody-two-shoes act will survive and perservere till end of sem2..i mean for another 2 and 1/2 years. ;)
somehow or rather,i feel a surge of energy to attend and understand all my lectures and tuts.
aint it good?
;D
the lectures or rather, the new lecturers seem to be more lively this sem.HAHA.

anyway.momo return home from beijing yesterday.oh.how much i missed her!
(i dont have to wash my clothes anymore!YAY!)
and she bought this ginseng pearl cream that claimed it'll moisturise and make your face BLING BLING.-make you feel like a million bucks.
oh man.how i wished i tagged along and exposed the what-i-feel-is-a-con-act.
i just get suspicious about this kind of stuff lah.
aint they all just yucky mix-and-match chemical products?
furthermore,ALL my relatives and momo's friends got THAT.
well well well.

its only the 2nd day of school but im already feeling the stress.
imagine.
im like less than 2 months to tests and pracs,less than 4 months to next clinical attachment,less than 4 and 1/2 month to EXAMS!
omg.
this sem is so FREAKING crammed up PLEASE.
oh momo!
and the lect on surgery and pregnancy is getting to me.
the effects,pains and anxiety!
INTERESTING!


anyway.im just gonna retain being me,and just me.
i'll never let you have the chance to step on my toes again,anymore.
you cant have it all YOUR way.
no way.

OUT!and LOVELOVE.

HELLO.

HELLO.
lets dance!
;)))
LOVELOVE.

monday-no-blues

monday-no-blues.

thats for me.
i hear so many complaining of the FEAR of hanging out with CLASSMATES.
whats wrong with that?
thank god my classmates are nice people,i love them!
sub groups have been changed.GOOD CHANGE.new people.new team.new sparks.
;)))
anyway.theres PSYCHOLOGY this sem!WHEE.i cant wait to find out how BORING it is,as stated by some other groups.
the human brain just intrigues me.
X)
right.just came back from training.aching all over.
i never imagine air-paddling could be THAT tough.

anyway.i got all my books and yes,my pocket is continually burning bigger FAT holes.
i gotta buy MOSBY dict,and those THICK CHIM BOOKS.hmm.
and the timetable-assessments,attachments,projects and EXAMS(!) are SO CRAMMED up this sem.i think im gonna like miss alot trainings.but wells.i will do self-training,so damien and jing,dont worry.

basically i dont wanna blog today.i dont know why i blogged lah.
yea so.ok ok ok.
BYEBYE.

LOVELOVE.
falling into your bottomless pit.

last sunday

last sunday.

yep.the last of the hols.

it have been a long time since i woke up NATURALLY,without the disturbance of an alarm.
how great it feels.

it have been a long time since i shop ALONE,wondering among the crowds of people and having short chats with shop assistants.
how great it feels.

it have been a long time since i put kayaking and school out of my mind,and breathe normally.
how great it feels.

school's starting tomorrow and i expect the long queues of chattery and ahhings of china grrs at the bookstore while I am gonna expect a "out of stock" reply from the BOOKSHOP AUNTY.
and i hope to welcome the new school semester and sort of brand new tough training with open arms and strong will to strive even harder.

late evening outing with erica was kinda fun.it have been donkey years since we caught up with each other. ;)))

and oh.i bump into SO MANY people today.
-samantha and clifford,my pri sch friends.
-some shs people
-1/2 of NYP DB team.
-some guys from NYP
-WENSHEN! ;))) he went dating with this guy. HAHA
-my previous japanese class friends.
its so fun bumping into people PLEASE.

alright.im a tralala happy grr today.
;D
but how i wish school starts a week later.
so i can have more fun,have more time practising my rowing,get some time to catch up with loved ones,and also get school books and read up on 'em.
oh i saw this book names FEBRUARY FLOWERS by FANWU in kinokuniya today.
darn expensive.damn.$31.45.
OH MY!
it looks uber interesting LAH.
;(

alright im gonna sleep early today to wake up to a better tomorrow!

im gonna savor the last remaining hours before i hit the road again,back to NANYANG SHS.

LOVELOVE

when all my windows open.

when all my windows open.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING!-my BEST VICE-CAPT! ;)))


ive thought it through.
why let all those nonsense make ME feel so messed up and pissed with myself?
isnt there this saying like,the day passes when your happy,the day passes STILL when your upset.
so why make myself so miserable?
the bloody fever make me feel so frigging cold,i only row a triangle today.
i seriously feel real lousy.so inferior as compared to almost my whole team.
i feel even worse when everyone console me,saying im doing good.
what should i say?
rowing for the past few days have totally worn me out.
shopping these days are giving me massive headaches.
i needa really reorganise my whole life.
i love kayaking.but its giving me the extra ounce of stress that send me totally into a nutty stage
stress is good.school's reopening in 1 day.damn.i really have so much to say.i dont know where to start from.
(my entry today is really random)
its really relieving when you talk to people about your stresses but those are just temporary reliefs.
when everyone's gone and you're all by yourself,all the problems start coming back.
start circling in the grooves of your intestined brain.
i remember counselling and advicing people about their problems in the past,but why cant i do it now,myself?
sem 2 is tough.but i know i really wanna do it.
i wanna do well in psychology and bio science.
and nursing lab.i know it'll be totally fun-i'll make it fun. ;)
actions speak louder than words-watch me.
as for kayaking,i really want the best for the team.
i want you guys to have the best out of me too.
im small,but mighty.
im def gonna brush up on my strokes and pace.
let me pick up my pen and paddle and create a balance between both.
class and team,lets make ours the best!
so lets opem our windows and take a deep breath and enjoy the sceneries we have in life.keeping ourselves locked up wouldnt do our hearts good.
(try not to breathe in too hard these few days though,the haze is really vert bad;])
may all your arteries and veins work well.
LOVELOVE,GEN.















the awesome combi ash hon got for me from germany.(i know you dont understand what's written,so dont bother enlarging the picture. ;D)

sad miserable days

sad miserable days.

these 2 days have been boring shit and miserable for me.
no matter how hard i try,it seems there isnt anything worth my GENUINE smile.
was looking forward to grrs' day out.but it was kinda disppointing.
hangout with ash was fun as usual,but i think i kinda bore you hon.so sorry.
im falling ill.very ill.mentally and physically.
feeling all useless now.
well.im writing this in a damn emo mood.damn FALLED-APART mood.
ARGH.i shall just shut up and go to slp.should i?
why is all this shit happening when school's starting in like 2 days.
fuck.
ok.im gonna stop here and stop wallowing in self-pity.
i hate this.i hate this i hate this.
ARGH.

sad miserable days

thud thud.

thud thud

What you told me made my heart went thud.
i was surprised,shocked and disappointed.
i remember you asking me if i'll go for it.
well.
i.dont have the courage.
i know im in no position to add on anything.
well well.

yeap.theres no point blogging about this when half of the time,only me myself and i understands.
but just let me whine a lil,in the hope that when the sun creeps up tomorrow,im all fine again.
sometimes i really wonder if anybody really reads my blog and pay attention between the lines.
but anyway.who really cares about others' lives when everyone of us is already having problems juggling our own?
raise up your hands,those who read blogs for the latest gossip on so and so.
AH.
i can see all(almost)hands up.

alright.i admit.
yours truly read and write blog entries for a tiny silly factor.(DONT LAUGH OK.)
its for the sake of improving my totally dying off less-than-one-fist-size english vocab.

anyway.i sent MUMMILA(im moving on from momo to mummila.sound damn cool PLS)off at 6am from changi airport.
(oh dear.does it sound like some filipino maid's name.DARN.)
whatever.
ooh cant wait for those beijing goodies!
HAHA.but without me,im sure i dont even have the chance to gaga over what breathtaking sceneries they got there.
HMPH.
nevermind.
im gonna save up for tokyo trip next year.
at least thats something to look forward to. ;D

till then.LOVELOVE.
gonna have to buck up for gym and run.and 100 pushups.
ok.im off to do my 100s!
;)))

whoopeeACHEkadoo.

whoopeeACHEkadoo.

training's getting tough.and damien.thks for waking me up with your 'lecture'.
i know its all in the mind.sorry if i disappointed you.i know i can do it.I WILL.
im all motivated for a brighter future for the team,lets strive people!
;D

anyway.came back from Watersports Splash Camp on sunday morning.
it was kinda boring during the waiting time between each activity.
but overall the camp was fun cause of the company and i know the exco have really give their best.thanks people.
MORPHLING RAWKS.
each of our team consisits of KYK,DB,SWIM,LIFE-SAVING,WATERPOLO people.
ok.we had ball games,telematches,bombing,cheers,skits-you know the usual stuff.
but Amazing Race was damn fun.my team RAN ALL THE WAY.
obviously,we WON LAH.
the clues brought us from one end of the school to the other.HOW 'FUN' WAS THAT?
the EXCO people.THANK YOU HUH.
;)))
and with all the 5 tall towers in my team,you can imagine which place we emerge for Captain's Ball.
HAHA.
so yeap,overall in the camp,MORPHLING emerged champion and we got BORDERS $5 voucher
COOL HUH.
HAHA.
i think i sound very boring now.well.i think im just blogging for the sake of it.forget it.i'll do another entry once i get hold of all the pics.HAHA.

oh yah.look at this picture.ITS DAMN COOL PLEASE. ;D














my boss decided to have this picture for her shop's advertisment.
ITS ME MYSELF AND I!
;D

i'll end this with.















LOVELOVE.

things that make us go HMM.

things that make us go HMM..

(1)Why is "bra" singular but "panties" plural?
(2)Can you cry underwater?
(3)If a pizza is round,why does it comes in a square box?
(4)Why are you IN a movie but ON tv.?
(5)If corn oil is made from corn,vegetable oil made from vegetable,what is baby oil made from?
(6)How come people say they "slept like a baby",when babies wake up like every bleddy 2hrs?
(7)Chope chope chope:Dont the "Alphabet song"&"twinkle twinkle lil star" have the same tune?
(8)Why did you just try singing the two songs above?
:)

anyway.i TRIED trying THAT.but bloody hell,after more than 10 frigging attempts,i ended in a wet t-shirt and very angry mood.
HOW COME HOW COME?!
TRY AGAIN.

ok.anyway.WATERSPORTS CAMP-THE SPLASH CAMP,is TOMORROW!
so if you text or call me or wonder why the hell i never blog or went MIA,you know.

i so wish and dont wish for the camp to come.
AYE.

LOVELOVE to all.

things that make us go HMM.

SEVENTEEN YEARS IN THIS WORLD.

SEVENTEEN YEARS IN THIS WORLD.

what's a 17th birthday without 17 birthday wishes?
im sharing person,so im wishing for all life in the universe.
(1)everybody shall be blessed with good health,thanks to GEN.
(2)for all guys to call when they say they will-or be struck with 2 years of bad dating luck.
(3)for band-aids that heal everything-broken hearts included.
(4)at the risk of sounding like a corny clinche,i wish for world peace,and the hearts to work
towards it.
(5)for another 24hrs in a day to do everything we intend to.
(6)for unlimited talktime. ;)
(7)for some of life's important lessons to be a little less painful.
(8)for the day the WHO announces its latest scientific discovery:"chocolate proven to be
the most beneficial food in the world!"
WHEE!
(9)for the victims of all the tragedies that happen within these few years.
(10)for all the PSLE candidates starting your 1st paper,english on 4oct.(KEL,rock e papers!)
(11)for those with bad scandals,just step on 'em.
(12)for fashion and beauty to become a compulsory study subject.
(13)for everyone to fall in love at least once-its a beautiful,no holds barred feeling.
(14)for everyone who fell down,get your butts out of the floor.im here to give you a hand.
(15)for thin people to grow fats at where they want it. ;D
(16)for fat people to lose weight as easy and enjoyable as gaining it.
(17)and needless to say,i wish for another 17 wishes!

i thank all who make my day.esp momo and dad.you guys rocks.
to my kyk team.thks for making me chocolatey.thks for your love and the BALLS.
to my sgs people.I LOVE YOU GUYS AS MUCH AS BEFORE.
to everyone out there.your wishes mean alot to me.i'll keep them in my heart.and seal it up.

(the pretty pictures would be uploded soon once i lay my hands on 'em.)be patient people. ;D)
IM 17! OH GREAT!

LOVELOVE to all well-wishers.

just a couple of hrs.

just a couple of hrs.

and i shall pen down,i mean,type my THANK YOUS.
i suddenly dont wish for 4oct to come.
things changed too dramatically.
i cant handle the truth.
the difference of 365 days seems scary.
oh no.

how's life?

how's life?

yep.how have life been treating you?
i dont know.but i seem to be able to predict that many of you will say:
"life suck!" "it's been tough!"
"how i wish i had more cash!"
well.we humans are all ugly fugily GREEDY.
if you dont agree with me,you're just the GREEDY person im talking about.
;)
we always say we should be content with life,but who actually does?
so yes,for once i think back,and im really thankful.

IM THANKFUL FOR,

-FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.

-FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE.

-FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT
BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH..

-FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.

-FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES AT THE END OF THE DAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

-FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.

-FOR THE NAGGINGS AND SCOLDINGS I RECEIVE
BECAUSE IT MEANS IM SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE WHO CARE FOR MY WELL-BEING.

there are alot we should be thankful for.go list them yourselves.you'll be amazed by the amount.and tell me,
IS LIFE THAT BAD AFTER ALL?
even if you dont always see the rainbow or blue moon,you get the sunrise every morning.
thats one worthy thing,cause it means you have eyes to see.
to read into every soul around you.LOVE THEM.

I LOVE ALL YOU PEOPLE.


MY MARVELLOUS TEAM.
*those missing ones,WE ALL LOVE YOU!*












if you want the rainbow,put up with the rain.

*damien,thanks for listening.* ;)
training was great today.and SORRY,on behalf of the whole team.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASH!

its 1 october!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!
LOVELOVE.
;D