happy birthday,dajie.

happy birthday,jam.
iLOVELOVEyou dajie.

dont leave me hanging there.

dont leave me hanging there.

im really frightened.
i need it asap.
i dont want to see MOTHER and FATHER worrying for me.
im really scared.
who'll be there for me if i really get lifted up to the 2oth floor?
i dont sppose its an infatuation,for now.
i shouldnt have gone.
dont leave me hanging there.

it's like a face i hold inside
a face that awakens when i close my eyes
a face watches everytime i lie
a face that laughs everyime i fall
(and watches everything)
so i know that when its time to sink or swim
That the face inside is here in me,right underneath my skin.

*a short-term promise aint what im thinking,my message for you holds its meaning,strongly.

maybe i'll find another place.a better one.

unfairness.

unfairness.

you guys are unfair people.totally.
its all too much of aplenty coincidences.
im already having enough troubles in my life.
arent you busy juggling your own?


their giggles fills the air while my heart shivers.

my boats just floats along.

my boat just floats along.

you think this is good?
its so not.
i wanna be in control.
i feel so useless.
or now.
this period.
mind over body.
heart over body.
i need that.
i need to think properly,to really focus,
about my direction.
but for now,
i love my class/group NR0611.
i hope so.
lets put all grudges,stupid coincidences and crazy misunderstandings behind us.
flip them to the past.
lets strive to conquer all the ICAs and tests,esp clinical(for the rest not done),
and be the best nurses there ever were.


anyway.
richson bro,HAPPY 17th.
sorry for not being there.

LOVELOVE.
i miss SGS-ians.
;(

ma-meh rawks.

ma-meh rawks.

i think MA-MEH sounds nicer than momo now.

HAHA.

THAT was cancelled due to some misunderstandings.

ma-meh cheered me up-SHOPPING&FOOD.

;))

FUN.

shopping bread and cakes make genevieve a HAPPY person.

;D

clinical assessment.

clinical assessment.





either a pass or fail.
I PASSED clinical.
I fecking passed it.
gawd.
;)))))
L owes me B&J.
LOVELOVE.

i think ambel likes me.i made her day. ;D

i need santa claus to give me a blank cheque. ;)

release of psle results.

release of psle results.

my lil cousin got her results back today.
her shivery voice make my heart ache for her.
why let these 12yr olds go through these?

ive plenty to talk about.but i guess its not that impt for you to know.

clinical assessment's tomorrow.
wish me luck.
actually i dont need luck.
i need you.

kel,you rawks my life,lil one.
JIEJIE loves you.

;)
and justin.thanks for everything.LOVES.

snapshots.

snapshots.

nothing much to say.
let them say.









the BIG HOOYAH club.

super strong grrs.

more to come.

can you hear me?

can you hear me?

i feel so terrible now and i swear its not pms or what emo shit.
my bag's handles tear.
i havent mug for papers tomorrow and fri.
and i seriously dont know whats going on in class.
as in.
(maybe im oversensitive)
but i feel so neglected.
if you have anything against me,just speak.
i dislike it when you just show me stone faces.
and i lost $50 today.
for the week.
i dont wanna be like some freak who cries uncontrollably all of a sudden.
crying doesnt help.
i know that.
i miss my kayaking people.
i dont know why.
i just do.
can you hear me?
*you seem so near,but is so far.

to breathe.

to breathe.
















i saw you,in the morning glow
Pondering,eyes cast low
On tiptoes,i passed by you
Not wanting to disturb the grass
And the sleeping dew.

cmon genevieve,eat ME!

cmon genevieve,eat ME!

these are some of the snapshots taken,as promised.

(will post the rest as soon as i get my hands on 'em)

;)))

i took photo with Mr TEO CHEE KIEN(?)

HEHEHE.

*grins and smirks like some stupid fan*-but im not LAH.

IM SHORRRT.

*triple pouts*

HAHA.

derek look so bitchy.HEHEHE.

and mok look so motherly PUHLESSE.HEHEHE.

anyway.i like this smile.check it out.
it brightens my day,err i mean NIGHT.

;D

anyway.im spposed to be MUGGING for my major(sorta) papers next week.

clinical theory and practising for clinical assessment.

Gawd.

but.....

nougat: eat me eat me!

me: no! ive eaten many of your comrades..and beside you stick to my teeth..so go away..shoo!

nougat: c'mon,just a bite.i'll be a quickie! i make your stomach happy so you can mug

better.eat me! eat me!mimimimi!

me: rawr..alright alright..just you alone..crunch crunch crunch)

chocolate milk: are you feeling thirsty,gen?all that nougat is making you thirsty

come! get me outta the fridge!besides,i can keep you away from your books

for half a min for you to walk to the kitchen and pouring a cup of me!

me: hmm..oh alright...(slurp)
kitkat: hey there gen!momo says you can eat me in your breaks!but i think you can eat me

now! c'mon dont be a spoil sport!

me: ahhh..umummmm..

magnum almond icecream(beside kitkat): now that you've eaten my neighbour,dont you

think its unfair leaving me to shiver by

myself?

me: you know what,i'll still eat you even if you dont say that..umummmmm..

clock: oh gen,is your stomach rumbling rumbling?cause it's dinner time!quick eat and come

back mug later!

gen! oh gen! eat~EAT!..eat me!just a lil bite?!GENEVIEVE!GEN~

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

HAHAHA.

kayaking expedition with MP Mr Teo Chee Kien(?)

kayaking expedition with MP Mr Teo Chee Kien(?)

the route we took is WAY stupid.
but the company IS great.
i think our school WSC rawks.
;))
sumptous dinner(bbq chicken,prawns,rice,noodles,beer,wine,punch) by the beach with loads of camwhorers and songs(it almost feels like a xmas parrrty;D)

anyway.mhy told me something way shocking.
i totally dont know how to give any comments.

and.im kinda insulted by YOU.
go and reflect on your stupid doings LAH.
go and slam your head on the wall-one day you'll get your retribution.
;DD

alright.now to bed.im all high and still-on-the-waves.

TAN-ner!

LOVELOVE lah!

i cant breathe.

i cant breathe.

BLANK.

BLANK.

so who's like starting to mug for exams already?

kudos to YOU people.

as for me,

im trying to really balance out PLAY and ACADEMICS AND KAYAKING.

and LOVED ones.

those thoughts.

they are always running in my mind.

but when i stare at the Blogger page,(these days)

suddenly.

im speechless and word-less.

maybe i should just load pictures up,

let them speak for themselves.

and whether im happy or not,

maybe you can look UNDER the snapshots.

;))

LOVELOVE lah!

cant wait!

CANT WAIT!

i cant wait for this sat's expedition.
but im not putting my hopes UP high.
not trying to be pessimistic though.

LOVE LAH!

blogger beta.

blogger beta.

ok.i finally stupidly changed to Blogger Beta,after so long.
these days have been messy and dry,yet moist.

i had overdose of Princess Hours and i think the side effect is bad.real bad.

im gonna start all over again tomorrow.wait.

why not now?

alright.im gonna revert back to my starting-sem mugging habit.

been having mixed feelings over the sardine-crammed timetable for a loong time.

firstly,im gonna have exams and attachment during cinese new year.

thats WAY bad.

the attachment timetable is partially out.

and gawd damn.

22jan to 9feb is SURGICAL ward.

sounds fun?but not much opportunity for skills practicing.but I never know..*grins*

26feb to 16march is MEDICAL ward.

i cant wait.i miss TTSH ward9c. :(

and i so hope im with ash once again.

*fingers crossed*

anyway,ICAs are coming up.i definitely hope for better results this time round.

i need a good grade.i mean good gradeS.

it seems like this sem just started but im gonna have clinical theory test next week.GAWD.

and clinical assessment NEXT FRIDAY.

oh feck.

i pray i'll not do anything silly,and kind lecturers,please be kindER. ;D

i know CHRISTMAS is not even a month from now,and its a lil early to get excited,but you cant blame me.

i get excited easily. :)))

look at these BE-YOU-TIFUL TREEEES~

tell me you're excited TOO!

i cant wait for parties and lil presents!!

HEHEHE.

who says singaporean aint creative?

from London's Marks&Spencer

ash! LOVELOVE lah!

where is your path in life? ;)

hand over the chocolates and nobody will be hurt.

hand over the chocolates and nobody will be hurt.

i shall let the pictures speak their millions of words.




this NEVER fails to secrete my intestinal juices.










even lil kids are becoming camwhores these days.lil camwhores that is.











this snapshot was taken at risk.
anyway,this is the room which WSC members fear to go near,during our camp's midnight amazing race.
proudly declares:IM SO BRAVE!









the bus driver LOVES me.









van,i think our monkey act FAILED. X)












the watersports club camp(WSC) SO long ago.
my group,Morphling rawks. LOVELOVE.






on 4 oct the MOST SPECIAL day. ;D

this is what i call MOUTH-WATERING.

this is how my team LOVES me.

we are chocolate survivors.bring 'em ON! ;D

i have brown eyes!

;D

though these pictures are old,they bring back fond memories.

i'll always be here for you guys.will you?

OUT!

your existence allows me to breathe.

your existence allows me to breathe.

so,have you ever reflect on the drama serials or movies you have watched?
im not the kind who will skip sleep or rush home early just to watch any particular VCDs.
but Princess Hours aka Goong,have left me wanting for more.

on the surface,it seems like your typical love story that may end up with the leads living happily ever after or they die a tragic death.
but if you painstakingly read the subtitles and capture the every movement and feeling of the characters,you would have discover more.
maybe the show ends up leaving every one of us a different feeling,but im sure we'd learn something from it.
i did.

Goong have portrayed the beautiful meanings of korean and chinese phrases,as well as the difficulties and luxury of being a royal family member.
my thoughts aplenty i wanna share,but it'll get too long.
why dont you guys have a look at Goong for yourself instead?
(though i cant gurantee you guys will definitely like it,but at least look at the hotties in there. ;D)
proudly declares:i finished 5GoongVCDs today,and now my eyes hurt like it got stabbed or something.

and i can sense a flu coming up with extra bonus of massive headache.SO FUN.

but i cannot wait for thurs! and sat's coney island kayaking expedition!

LOVELOVE,time to sleep.



lil ones.

HIAK HIAK.

HIAK HIAK.

completed 5 whole triangles today with a S1.fecking hell SHIOK.
planned to watch River Regatta 2006 with the team,and support NYP DB.
but the gawd damn rain ruined all plans.
isnt it weird?
sometimes we LOVE the rain,sometimes we HATE it.
the LOVE-SLEEP and the oh-so-cool weather.
the HATE-makes walking in the open a WET and leafy and muddy business.

alright.enough of the rain.

now now.i promised pictures the last entry,didnt i?
here goes.too bad i didnt grab a picture with most of my cousins-big&lil ones.



AH GONG! JINLIAN! SAN GU! ;)))






baby niece caelyn.
lil boys:bryan,weiwei,kaikai.
GOH cousins who rawks.









LOVELOVE.







alright.I LOVE EVERYONE!
(OFF TO GOONG!)

AH GONG's BIRTHDAY.

AH GONG'S BIRTHDAY.

the whole GOH family gathers at ROLAND for AH GONG'S 90-something(HEHE) birthday.
LOVE the GOHS and 1/2blooded GOHS.
;)))

pictures up soon.

when your life goes POOP!

when your life goes POOP!

as projects and assignments snake back,i mean CHARGED back into my life,
as the team gets better,though sometimes lazy,and the trainings and punishments get tougher,
as the time i spent with my family go up to no more than 2hours a day(not including SLEEP),
im surprised that im feeling MORE motivated and HYPE UP.

i dont know why.

maybe its the lil Vitamin C pill momo have been forcing me to swallow every morning.*grins*

but i cant help feeling sorry and guilty for not being there to catch up with momo and dad.
nevertheless,i know they'll always be JUST behind me,supporting me morally.
doesnt the cheese bun taste different when you know its your dad who bought it?
doesnt the journey to school feels special and SUNNY(inside&out) when you had a good chat with momo on the phone?

LOVELOVE.

alright.im feeling all excited about PRINCESS HOURS' episode 14.
till then,settle down and reflect on how much you've owed your parents and the love you can never be able to finish returning.

PHOTOS!


GENIUSES.








they leave me wanting for more.













the UBER big PJs.
;D







i made this myself. ;)))









OUT!

stupid fun survey.

stupid fun survey.

pretty bored and happen to come by a survey.
attempt it instead of wasting PRECIOUS time.
why not?
HEHE.

(1)Bold the following which are true about you.
(2)GREEN the things you wish were true.

here goes.

i miss somebody right now.
i dont watch TV these days.
i own lots of books.
i wear glasses or contacts.
i play video games. (and have my eyesight die?no way.)
ive tried marijuana
ive been in a threesome. (hehe)
i believe honesty is usually the best policy.
i cursed sometimes. (who doesnt?)
i changed alot mentally over the last year.
i carry my knife/razor with me wherever i go. ;)
im TOTALLY smart.
ive broken someone's bones. (someone's barbie doll?those suck.)
im paranoid sometimes. (i believe in trusting.)
i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe,free of cost and scar free.
i need money right now. (having more doesnt hurt.)
i talk really really fast.
i have long hair.
i have worn fake hair/eyelash/fingernails in the past.
i cannot survive without Caller Id. (in case some freak me out with their pitches)
i like the way i look. (thank momo and dad.)
im usually optimistic. ;DDD
i have alot of moodswings.
i have a hidden talent. not only one. ;)
im always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.(but i dont eat 15sugar packs.)
i have alot of friends. i dont have friends.
im unclear of something. (many things.)
i have pecked someone of the same sex.
i enjoy talking on the phone.
i practically live in PJ/sweatpants.
i love to shop. YEA!
i enjoy window-shopping. (when im poor)
i enjoy eating. (when i feel rich)
i dont hate anyone.i dislike them.
im completely embarrased to be seen with my mother.
i have a cell phone.
i believe in God. (all gods,as long as it make sense.)
i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
ive rejected someone before.
i want to have children in future. (hmmmmm.)
i have changed a diaper before. (not just once)
im not allergic to anything.
i have alot to learn.
i would die for my best friends.(i dont have friends.)
i think that Pizza Hut have the best pizza. (doesnt all pizzas taste the same?bt P.H's not cheap)
i watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. (wonderful SPONGE story eh?)
im happy at this moment.
im obsessed with guys. (i think im weird,cause this is what i wish is true.;D)
im punk rockish.
im preppy.
i study for tests most of the time. (im a mugger you see)
i tie my shoelaces differently from everyone ive met. (they copy me ALL the time)
i can work on a car. (give me a car!)
i have more than my ears pierced. (lets try something different the next time!)
i walk barefoot whenever i can. (its a WONDERFUL feeling!)
i worked at Macdonalds' restaurant. (NEVER)
i hate office jobs. (those suck.cmon,go out and see the world!)
i think water rules. (it always do!)
i like sausages.(hot and spicy,anyone?)
i love hugs.(speaks more than pictures and words)
i can pick up things with my toes.(told you im talented.;D)
i can move my tongue in waves,much like a snake slithers.
i still have every diary/journal ive written in.(i write alot in case you dont know)
i talked in my sleep.(ask my momo?)
im a caffeine junkie.
i will collect anything,and the more nonsensical,the better. ;)))
im an artist. (i draw on ANYONE,ANYTIME,ANYONE.)
i love being happy.(so,make me happy!)
im an adrenaline junkie.
i have ridden an elephant.
i love chocolates!
i can ride a bicycle.
i feel crazy.
i like peanut butter on bananas.(is it good,anyone?)
i think the word RASPBERRY is sexxxay!(which part of it is?)
i love to look at people's teeth.(ALWAYS!)
i dont wanna grow up! :)))
i can cross my eyes,stick out my tonue and still look cute.(HAHA)
Gaining weight is a WONDERFUL thing.
i love softtoys and i think im gonna have a roomful of 'em next time!I HATE 'EM.TOTALLY.
i cannot miss a day of workout.(esp with my team!)LOVELOVE lah!

alright so i manage to survive this whole survey.
;)

now to a more serious note.

WHO DO YOU LIVE FOR?


(ps:i know i still havent post pictures.)

NEW.

NEW!

so you clicked on GEN or GENEVIEVE on your links/exits and come into this unfamiliar white page and thought you've entered wrongly?

BAM BAM BOOM!

Been procrastinating about the idea of doing up a new blogskin & tagboard-for a LOOONG time.
i just want a CLEAN white page.
the only dislike ive got for this blogskin is the need to click on the different,erm,buttons(?)to get to the entries,tagboard,etc.
argh.

i'd prefer everything SLAMMED right on ONE page.
well.
nothing is perfect.

most of you should know im really not good with the computer and its wires(ARGH!),
im gonna learn all the keys to customizing my very own blogskin.
now that's a goal to work towards,besides all my kayaking and academic.
;)
thanks to those who really helped and tolerated with all my whines regarding my blog and all.
LOVELOVE lah!

photos will be up real soon.i promised. ;)
now im stuck at the 8th disc of P.H.
oh gawd.PLEASE GO AND WATCH IT!

and about school today.
BORING.
Please don't go on and on and on just for the sake of passing time and talking till the cows come home because it's completely pointless and utterly useless.

Just keep it SHARP, SHORT AND CONCISED so we can bloody be released earlier.

Being the usual nice class,we bought LAYS chips and our daily doses of charsiew paos and pieces of carrot cakes with yummy chili for munchies during
THAT WOUND & PREGNANCY lectures.
right below the lecturers' noses.
not exactly,just in front of their nose sensory BUDS.
;)
all these just for the sake of NOT falling asleep during your TALK,mdms.
arent we goody-two-shoes?

right on.
so the chill in the air have finally got on my nerves.

HOT CHOCOLATE anyone?
;D

homely sunday.

homely sunday.

woke up at a refreshing hour at 1pm.
and im gonna watch the whole stash of
PRINCESS HOURS.
what addictives did they infused in P.H ?
thats for me to find out.

pre-PH talk:
i heard there are two hot princes.and the main lady is this super cute 17yr.
and all the facts about the palace talk.
that's about it.

pray my eyes dont die after that.

will talk about my post-PH feelings soon.

OUT!

fly me high.

fly me high.



alrights.to compensate for my picture-less blog the past few days. ;D

ive finally took the time out to download PICASA for FURTHER photos improvement.

but.

i will not EDIT any parts of our features.

this is JEN,my classmate and i.







about today.

really proud i achieve my goals for today's training.
pretty amazed that i did 5 whole kallang triangles.
never doubt or look down on the human mind.
sounds silly,but i was pretty much talking to myself the whole training.
pushing myself to the max.
and i did it!

my team's presence always make me a haapppy person.
jon's there to drives us into tickles,dammy's there to gives us his 'COOL' you-can-do-it face,jing's always there to spongebob and gives me happy vibes,derek's there to entertain me with his emo singings and bitching,hsingyee's there to make us wait for her empress dowager,but i love her.and alvin's there to prove he's strong.

above are the people with us today.if you want me to talk about the whole team,find me.
PLENTIFUL!

i miss joan.i miss jas,i miss asline,i miss nadz,i miss joel,i miss ALOT.
YOU SEE.
PLENTIFUL!

my mugs these days have proven to transform me into a more peaceful person.
but elaine.
i need details about the yoga lesson still.
we'll talk about that in private!

a shoutout.a peaceful one.
i miss SGS and all my SGSians.
where are you guys!?

LOVELOVE.

anyway.what is love to you?

chocolate fondue at club with ash.grimace at the pricing,but all is worth was the melted chocolate in your mouth.








chinatowning and little india invasion with joan and jas rawks.
good dessert,good walks.





suyin,thanks so much for your WONDERFUL HELP.
LOVELOVE.
will post more pics soon.
;D

what is love?

Sometimes, it just takes little less sardonicism.

This is what I've found.

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?"
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."Rebecca - age 8

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."Billy -age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen,"Bobby - age 7

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore,"Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."Elaine - age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is more handsome than Robert Redford."Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget,"Jessica - age 8


Sigh, sometimes I wish that I can think just like them. Free from the thunderstorms and warped ideas in the society.

(stuck in SCHOOL.)

damn you blogger.

damn you blogger.

you're testing my patience and im FINE with it.
i know you dont want me to share my snaps with my friends.
im still gonna go ahead and do so.





we are the TOP 10,erm i mean 11 favorites in VIVO.
;)))








it's time to change a new blogskin.a pure solid colored one.
;D